mike saw me and
brandon in the mall today:)
SkTbRdR4life7: u looked happy with him
SkTbRdR4life7: like nothing could touch you
SkTbRdR4life7: like when ur in the rain its so delicate andd beautiful and at the same time so violently loveable
. that made me smile
i had a lovely night <3
name four bad habits you have
. being overly and uneccessarily jealous
. bouncing when im really hungry and i finally eat, i guess its not bad but everyone makes fun of me
. forgetting to turn off my headlights when i shut the car off
. i guess biting my nails, although i only do it when i am sick of tehm being long
name four things that you wish you had
. a job perhaps, just for the money, i dont actually want to work
. a diploma so id never have to go back to dover
. a devon to live nextdoor to me, well not just any devon, my devon
. new school clothes, because i havent bought any yet.
name four scents you love
. graham cracker + ginger ale =
brandon.
. sugarcookie or vanilla. warm things like that
. fresh cut grass
. rain. i love that the most. rain on hot pavement.
name four people that know you best
.
devon.
brandon. probably mary and alaina still
. maybe matt, but we havent talked in a while.
name four things youd never wear
. leather pants. or jacket.
. shorts with things like '
bootylicious' or '
cheerleader' written across my bum, nothanks:) no need to draw attention to it.
. those patched jeans with all the different colored jean patches on them
. skanky clothes in general.
name four things you are thinking about now
. how much i dont want to go back to school
. how i wish
brandon and me could go see the rocket summer tomorrow. or even just brandon. but mostly me too.
. whether or not i know where my uniform is for tomorrow
. mike because we are talking, i guess?
name four things that you have done today
. soccer practice
. drove
brandon to the mall
. some good hardcore cuddling:)
. missed seeing finch on conan
name the last four things you have bought
. pizza for me and
brandon at the mall
. gas yesterday
. ice cream from ericas with mary
. hm. oh air freshners and gum at walmart with
jake yesterday
name four bands people dont know you like
. probably a lot of ska groups i guess. just stuff like the mad caddies and the rx bandits and save ferris and reel big fish.
. ehm random bands ive just downloaded by mistake that i guess are somewhat unheard of? or at least ive never heard of them before i randomly downloaded them. i cant think of any right now i guess
. what else.. things like the gin blossoms, the spin doctors, counting crows, aerosmith.. music i grew up with
. the backstreet boys. thats right the mother fucking backstreet boys i love them.
name four drinks you regularly drink
. water
. blue gatorade
. iced tea
. orange juice
first grade teachers name
i had two because i switched schools in the middle of the year. in california it was ms bostwick and in virginia it was ms i dont remember anymore. oh burnette.
last words you said
goodnight to my sister
last song you sang
the weakerthans' aside on the drive home to keep myself awake.
last person you hugged
brandon last thing you laughed at
when mike just told me he lit part of his penis on fire by mistake. haha.
last time you said i love you and meant it
two hours and thirteen minutes ago.
last time you cried
i sort of did when i was driving home form the mall today, but i was concentrating on driving. it was the good kind though.
whats in your cd player
eh, they're all empty except for the one in the car and i think thats the get up kids and some mix i made a while ago
what color socks are you wearing
the feet colored kind? none.
whats under your bed
old yearbooks, lots of picturs, magazines, books, old schoolwork, stuffed animals that fell off my top bunk, makeup, nailpolish, notes things of that sort
what time did you wake up today
like eleven. mary threw a pillow in my face. wow, that seems so long ago i forgot she was even here this morning
current taste
nothing really. tongue?
current hair
still up from practice
current clothes
jeans, belt and
thrice sweatshirt current annoyance
a moth thats been fluttering in the light every since i got home
current longing
to be cuddled again tonight
current desktop picture
taking back sunday.
current worry
the fact that i cant find my uniform and i have a game tomorrow, and that my stomach kind of hurts.
current hate
people who are fantastic at art. and the fact that we only have rocky road icecream in my house and i dont really like it at all.
favorite physical feature of the opposite sex
eyes and hair.
last cd you bought
the rocket summer cd for brandon in portsmouth
favorite place to be
the passenger seat of
brandons car.
least favorite place
dover highschool if you could play an instrument you would play
the piano. well better.
favorite color
some shade of pink.
do you believe in an afterlife
not really i dont think.
how tall are you
five one:)
current favorite word or saying
i guess i dont like it or mmm i love it. i say that a lot.
favorite season
spring
one person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to
um. i guess no one really, because im a lot happy with my life right now and i wouldnt want to go back and talk to someone and change everything
favorite day
the fondness i have for today hasnt worn off enough for me to think about other good days yet.
where would you like to go
boston, or any city.
what is your career going to be like
i havent decided yet. i guess i dont have much direction in my life;\
how many kids do you want
i think two or three. but theyd have to be really cute and not too annoying. and i do not want them anytime soon either.
a random lyric
my new philosophy is that a crappy tape deck somewhere plays a greatest hits collection of strange and tender moments,lost, stranded, and forgotten.. i'll meet you there
identify some of the things surrounding your computer
. digital camera
. pink nailpolish
. ehm some harry potter cd thing, its my sisters
. pictures i colored for
brandon. fan
brandon brought home from berklee haha, it was hot yesterday so i made good use of it:)