Dec 03, 2006 23:07
i wasn't ready for that. i don't think i'd ever be ready for that. it's my own fault, i'm the one that was nosey & had to look. & had to dig & snoop. it's my own fault. but i really wasn't ready for it. i just kind of wanted to alway believe that it was just one big nightmare, a figment of my imagination, but then there it was. cold hard evidence that this is all reality, staring right back at me. ugh, i need sleep.