So remember a couple months ago, aunt at my house for the weekend, you were supposed to come over but you couldn't so you went to caitlin's house? Yeah I remember that too. So here's the thing. You said you'd call me, so i believed that you'd call me. Next day, 1:30, you say you can't. See, that's perfectly fine. But, you could've told me this before you made plans so I wouldn't have waited the whole day waiting for you to call, and actually done something productive with my time. So I sort of let it slide. So now it's almost 11, and you are sitting in the jacuzzi with Lisa. That is just like that time a couple months ago, and to your thinking it doesn't matter, it matters to me. I know I've told you I felt left out at school before, but let me tell you why. So Jordan's birthday, she got wrapped a locker, a cake, and presents from everyone. Jaime's birthday, she got a wrapped locker, two cakes, and presents from everyone. Lisa's birthday, likewise. My birthday. I got no wrapped locker. The only person who actually did something was Sarah Kayne, and that was REALLY nice of her, but to be honest it would have meant a lot more to me if one of you guys had done it. But no one did anything. So I came home and basically cried because I found out how none of my friends really care. I'm sorry if I get pissed at stuff like this, but atleast now you know why I have a reason to. I don't get mad easily. In fact, I hardly ever do. A lot of times when I start to get mad, i blame it on myself and end up getting hurt. Like my birthday. So if you could please tell me what's going on. Am I wasting my time being friends with you? Because if you don't like me, just tell me. I would rather be doing something productive with my time than waiting for your call, which is never going to come.
PS... If you read this.. just forget about it I guess. I was in a bad mood when I wrote this.. not like it would change anything anyway. But ya have fun.
So remember a couple months ago, aunt at my house for the weekend, you were supposed to come over but you couldn't so you went to caitlin's house? Yeah I remember that too. So here's the thing. You said you'd call me, so i believed that you'd call me. Next day, 1:30, you say you can't. See, that's perfectly fine. But, you could've told me this before you made plans so I wouldn't have waited the whole day waiting for you to call, and actually done something productive with my time. So I sort of let it slide. So now it's almost 11, and you are sitting in the jacuzzi with Lisa. That is just like that time a couple months ago, and to your thinking it doesn't matter, it matters to me. I know I've told you I felt left out at school before, but let me tell you why. So Jordan's birthday, she got wrapped a locker, a cake, and presents from everyone. Jaime's birthday, she got a wrapped locker, two cakes, and presents from everyone. Lisa's birthday, likewise. My birthday. I got no wrapped locker. The only person who actually did something was Sarah Kayne, and that was REALLY nice of her, but to be honest it would have meant a lot more to me if one of you guys had done it. But no one did anything. So I came home and basically cried because I found out how none of my friends really care. I'm sorry if I get pissed at stuff like this, but atleast now you know why I have a reason to. I don't get mad easily. In fact, I hardly ever do. A lot of times when I start to get mad, i blame it on myself and end up getting hurt. Like my birthday. So if you could please tell me what's going on. Am I wasting my time being friends with you? Because if you don't like me, just tell me. I would rather be doing something productive with my time than waiting for your call, which is never going to come.
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