I hurt myself today to see if I still feel
Not to do list:
- Fall in love with someone you know you can't have
- Cut yourself because you know you can't have them
- Try to committ suicide because everything piles up and the one person you need to talk to isn't there
- Smoke a pack and a half of cigarettes in one night, leaving you none for the next day
- Fight with your parents over stupid shit
Things on the not to do list i've done in the past day:
All of them.
Go me.