Jun 27, 2006 15:42
and ive realized some things & i feel no need to be all low key about things anymore.. im not going to be embarrassed or ashamed.. i feel very apologetic lately.. even if they say i dont have to be..
well, i doubt you even read this or if i should even bother with you anymore..
and i definately dont want to sound all obsessive and clingy stalker-ish weird,
like that random goth girl who wrote you that love letter you told me about that one time.
Also, i cant quite tell you why or if i could blame it on this sudden apiphany ive supposedly just had.
but i do miss you, alot, and i really hate it now
(although at the time itd only hit me at certain moments) that we didnt even talk anymore.
it was sudden, random, and unexplained. bleh.. maybe im overthinking crap again..
i may have ruined whatever and i may be so last month in your eyes..
but i cant stop thinking about it lately.. and in honesty..
i just want things to go back to the way they were between us.
on another note
WARP3D T0UR.(in charleston)= FUCKiNG AW3S0M3.!!
..thanks again to my brother.