Well Fuck Me!!!!!!!!!!!
Well now I guess that I've had the motherfucking script flipped on me and smacked in the motherfucking face. I have basically come to the conclusion that I have nothing fucking going for me at this point in my life, and I might as well JUST FUCKING DIE AND NEVER COME BACK I am so goddamn sick and motherfucking tired of shit getting thrown back in my face in a way I kind of deserve it but in some ways I don't because it's like I just try to be nice to people and yeah I admit I fucked one of them over so bad that they just might have well stabbed me in the fucking heart and said die motherfucker!!!!!
I am just tired of getting hit in the fucking face and told TOLD YOU SO HAHA MOTHERFUCKER HAHA! and I'm tired of people that always come back at me via live journal and telling me that I have no room to say that. I'm tired of all this shit because I'll bet that someone is going to say something about this entry and basically in other words say FUCK YOU BITCH YOU SHOULDN'T BE THE ONE SAYING THAT I SHOULD BE SAYING THAT
But I'm sorry if I can't make you happy or if I make you feel like you're being used but I guess I just have a bad way of showing how I appreciate the help and everything else.I'M FUCKING SORRY GODDAMMIT! I just get sick and tired of trying to type my feelings down and having you say something negative about them.
I can't help it but that's just the way I feel and I know it sounds like bullshit but it's not it's FUCKING TRUE! I'm sorry if I sound like I'm being a WISE ASS ABOUT THIS but I'm not trying to be and in my last few entries I wasn't trying to be an ASSHOLE TO YOU and I'm not being one now I just don't like it when I make an entry and you always try to find a reason to throw it in my face!!!!
I am thankful for most things but I'm also irate about other things. If it makes you mad or makes you think to yourself like WHAT THE FUCK GODDAMMIT? then I'm sorry. I'm not intending on pissing you off and I'm not intending on using you because I NEVER HAD THOSE FUCKING INTENTIONS AND NEVER FUCKING WILL fuck I haven't even thought about using you. But the one thing I'M FUCKING SORRY for is that thing that happened with me and your cousin.
I just don't know how to make you see that I'm sorry for that I just don't fucking know how to. I'M SORRY I'M A FUCK UP AND SORRY ABOUT A LOT OF OTHER THINGS THAT I HAVE DONE TO HURT YOU AND PISS YOU THE FUCK OFF I'm SOOOOO GODDAMN SORRY I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW TO PROVE THAT TO YOU! Most of all I'm sorry for making your family fucking pissed off or upset I'M FUCKING SORRY
So now I guess everyone fucking hates me now but I'm not typing this entry to piss anyone off nor did I intend to do so with my previous entries. I'm just trying to help myself and others better understand what I'm saying. I just hope you take the time to read this and think for a while about what you want to say. But please I'm not asking for or wanting anyone to get mad. I would like for them to seriously hear me out and know that I LOVE THEM and I don't expect them to be upset or pissed off I just want them to see where I'm coming from and understand that I know I've fucked up and I'm sorry for BEING A FUCK UP just PLEASE don't get mad.
I REALLY AM THANKFUL FOR WHAT YOU'VE DONE AND I DO LOVE YOU! And as far as another person goes I'm not mad at you and I don't hate you. Actually I'm sorry for being over bearing and I'm sorry for making you feel like things were going a little or a lot too fast. I just hope that I can still come over Sunday and at least hang out or whatever.
I'M SORRY AND I LOVE YA'LL!
I am just tired of getting hit in the fucking face and told TOLD YOU SO HAHA MOTHERFUCKER HAHA! and I'm tired of people that always come back at me via live journal and telling me that I have no room to say that. I'm tired of all this shit because I'll bet that someone is going to say something about this entry and basically in other words say FUCK YOU BITCH YOU SHOULDN'T BE THE ONE SAYING THAT I SHOULD BE SAYING THAT
But I'm sorry if I can't make you happy or if I make you feel like you're being used but I guess I just have a bad way of showing how I appreciate the help and everything else.I'M FUCKING SORRY GODDAMMIT! I just get sick and tired of trying to type my feelings down and having you say something negative about them.
I can't help it but that's just the way I feel and I know it sounds like bullshit but it's not it's FUCKING TRUE! I'm sorry if I sound like I'm being a WISE ASS ABOUT THIS but I'm not trying to be and in my last few entries I wasn't trying to be an ASSHOLE TO YOU and I'm not being one now I just don't like it when I make an entry and you always try to find a reason to throw it in my face!!!!
I am thankful for most things but I'm also irate about other things. If it makes you mad or makes you think to yourself like WHAT THE FUCK GODDAMMIT? then I'm sorry. I'm not intending on pissing you off and I'm not intending on using you because I NEVER HAD THOSE FUCKING INTENTIONS AND NEVER FUCKING WILL fuck I haven't even thought about using you. But the one thing I'M FUCKING SORRY for is that thing that happened with me and your cousin.
I just don't know how to make you see that I'm sorry for that I just don't fucking know how to. I'M SORRY I'M A FUCK UP AND SORRY ABOUT A LOT OF OTHER THINGS THAT I HAVE DONE TO HURT YOU AND PISS YOU THE FUCK OFF I'm SOOOOO GODDAMN SORRY I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW TO PROVE THAT TO YOU! Most of all I'm sorry for making your family fucking pissed off or upset I'M FUCKING SORRY
So now I guess everyone fucking hates me now but I'm not typing this entry to piss anyone off nor did I intend to do so with my previous entries. I'm just trying to help myself and others better understand what I'm saying. I just hope you take the time to read this and think for a while about what you want to say. But please I'm not asking for or wanting anyone to get mad. I would like for them to seriously hear me out and know that I LOVE THEM and I don't expect them to be upset or pissed off I just want them to see where I'm coming from and understand that I know I've fucked up and I'm sorry for BEING A FUCK UP just PLEASE don't get mad.
I REALLY AM THANKFUL FOR WHAT YOU'VE DONE AND I DO LOVE YOU! And as far as another person goes I'm not mad at you and I don't hate you. Actually I'm sorry for being over bearing and I'm sorry for making you feel like things were going a little or a lot too fast. I just hope that I can still come over Sunday and at least hang out or whatever.
I'M SORRY AND I LOVE YA'LL!