Jul 30, 2004 21:46
I'm here at Becca's house and I'm bored as fucking hell and I don't want to be here right now because Shanda's here with us and I really don't want to be anywhere near her because I just don't fucking want to be in the same space as her. She's so fucking annoying and bitches too much but I'm talking to my baby Abbie on the phone and so I'm kind of happy. I WANT TO GO TO FUCKING JACKSONVILLE FLORIDA SOOOOO BAD BUT SHANDA IS GOING but I'm about to say fuck all that and try to tough it out wwwwwweeeeeelllllllll............................................on second thought I might not but fuck I don't know!
If Abbie's mom says that I can chill at their house then I'll go there if not then I'll just sit at the goddmn house and be motherfucking bored. I don't know what I want to do but all I know is I want to do something and have a fuckload of fun. So hopefully I'll figure something out but as for now I just feel like shit and want to get the fuck out of here.
Becca I'm sorry I'm being rude by just sitting here on your computer and typing in my lj but I needed to do something to get away from Shanda.
Anyway I'm tired of typing now and I'm sure ya'll are getting bored reading this entry so I'm going to get off of the computer now. So bye ya'll!
FUCK I HATE MYSELF SOMETIMES AND I WISH I WOULD NOT ACT LIKE A DUMB FUCK!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE MY ABBIE AND I MISS HER!!!!