Emo Post!! Dx
***This post is extremely emo.. I've put all emo stuff under a lj-cut, you've been warned.***
Yesterday was, surprisingly, okay. Well.. parts of it that is. Tons of people wished me happy birthday (even people I didn't even know) lol. Some people actually even sang to me hehe. But.. *sigh* I kinda wish people weren't so nice because it made me feel bad that my grandma and dad were so 'effin horrible. I would go into how my grandma wrote me a mean note in my birthday card talking about how horrible I am (again) and my dad yelling at me for an hour for the same reason but I'm really not in the mood for that.
"With every breath I wish your body will be broken again, again."
Then today, just didn't go well. All I've done is be emo, search the house for food, get yelled at, listen to music, find out that I really am alone, and try (very hard) to comment people back on MySpace that wished me happy birthday. Too bad my computer is a piece of shit.
"Girl, you might hold your breath until your breathing stops forever, forever. The only thing you'll get is this curse on your lips, I hope they taste of me forever."
*sigh* Sorry this is so depressing it just really feels like everyone is out to get me sometimes. Thanks to everyone that wished me a happy birthday, it really was a good day for a while. A special thanks to my friends for putting up with my hyperness and stuff. I love you all :).
Please Don't Forget Me,
Melody
P.S: "I hope this is the last time because I never say no to you. This conversation's been dead on arrival. It's no way to talk to you, this conversation's been dead on arrival."
P.S.S: Directions to my grandma's house if you're coming to my birthday party...
[Coming from Shenandoah] Turn right after the Stanley Rescue Squad onto Ball Park Rd. At the next stop sign turn right onto Honeyville Avenue. Turn left at McCoy's store onto Keystone Rd. Cross the railroad tracks, keep going straight, first house on the right.
Remember: Everyone's invited (excluding people I don't know), it would be nice to rsvp though.. comment me here, on myspace, or call me (7783752). Thanks.
Yesterday was, surprisingly, okay. Well.. parts of it that is. Tons of people wished me happy birthday (even people I didn't even know) lol. Some people actually even sang to me hehe. But.. *sigh* I kinda wish people weren't so nice because it made me feel bad that my grandma and dad were so 'effin horrible. I would go into how my grandma wrote me a mean note in my birthday card talking about how horrible I am (again) and my dad yelling at me for an hour for the same reason but I'm really not in the mood for that.
"With every breath I wish your body will be broken again, again."
Then today, just didn't go well. All I've done is be emo, search the house for food, get yelled at, listen to music, find out that I really am alone, and try (very hard) to comment people back on MySpace that wished me happy birthday. Too bad my computer is a piece of shit.
"Girl, you might hold your breath until your breathing stops forever, forever. The only thing you'll get is this curse on your lips, I hope they taste of me forever."
*sigh* Sorry this is so depressing it just really feels like everyone is out to get me sometimes. Thanks to everyone that wished me a happy birthday, it really was a good day for a while. A special thanks to my friends for putting up with my hyperness and stuff. I love you all :).
Please Don't Forget Me,
Melody
P.S: "I hope this is the last time because I never say no to you. This conversation's been dead on arrival. It's no way to talk to you, this conversation's been dead on arrival."
P.S.S: Directions to my grandma's house if you're coming to my birthday party...
[Coming from Shenandoah] Turn right after the Stanley Rescue Squad onto Ball Park Rd. At the next stop sign turn right onto Honeyville Avenue. Turn left at McCoy's store onto Keystone Rd. Cross the railroad tracks, keep going straight, first house on the right.
Remember: Everyone's invited (excluding people I don't know), it would be nice to rsvp though.. comment me here, on myspace, or call me (7783752). Thanks.