can't stay forever like this
i feel SO alone.
so many of my friends seem like they are changing.
i miss the "old" days...
but the thing is... there are no "old" days where everything was happy.
there are always like a month of fun times, then the next month is all dissapointments & heartbreaks.
i used to be so vocal when stuff was bugging me,
but now i just push it all down till it starts building up & people think i'm being a bitch for no reason.
it's almost summer && i don't know if i'm happy or sad about that.
i'm going to miss some people... and i'm afraid of being lonely.
"you need to take that 7 up to a 10."
so many of my friends seem like they are changing.
i miss the "old" days...
but the thing is... there are no "old" days where everything was happy.
there are always like a month of fun times, then the next month is all dissapointments & heartbreaks.
i used to be so vocal when stuff was bugging me,
but now i just push it all down till it starts building up & people think i'm being a bitch for no reason.
it's almost summer && i don't know if i'm happy or sad about that.
i'm going to miss some people... and i'm afraid of being lonely.
"you need to take that 7 up to a 10."