i thought my wings could hold me up...

May 12, 2005 22:07

i dunno where to star t.
i got kicked out of my house and i moved in with dayna. i don't know where to start... but i guess it's not reliving that stuff.
anyway, i'm living with dayna's family and i love them sooooo much. i don't think i'd survive without them.
i miss my brother garret a lot though.
i have like four suitcases and my ipod... and new cell phone.. thats it.
i have a new number... its 818.442.5991....
so text me, cause i don't have anyones number.

i love it here SO much, but it's just hard.
i'm trying so hard not to be depressed. i should be focusing on the positive but it just feels so hopeless sometimes.
my best friends dayna and henry are the only reason i'm not completely falling apart.
i miss chelsea, amanda and tasha... the fabulous four or whatever. i miss you guys.

Henny is going to leave to go home to NY soon and i'm so sad.
i thought about andrew a lot today...
i miss him. ugh.

"i'm tryin to keep it together but i'm fallin apart.
i'm feelin all out of my element..."
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