Oct 17, 2006 18:05
admittedly, i am a little lonely today.
tonight, i go home.
whenever i get there nowadays, i never quite know where to go.
whenever i make mix cd's, i never quite know what to listen to.
i have made gabby about three, but never see her, and when i do, i always forget about the cd's until she has passed.
my mind gets filled with things i wish would happen. little surprises, so tiny, that would fill my heart.
i was laying in bed after a ten hour shift at work, reading, and someone opened the door downstairs. instantly, i had the fantasy that andrew had known i was working all day and had driven to see me, so i would feel a little less lonely in this town of impartial nature scenes.