wino returns!
i swear, i am always living on easy street.
however, i am going to school next semester. trying out higher education. everyone else drudges through it, so i could at least give it a shot. i'm smart as a whip when i want to be, but it's such a hollow trap to fall into. knowledge is power is arrogance and that is the antithesis of my life.
kurt talks about going to europe next fall, or summer, i suppose. his plan is to backpack around and i'm not sure what else. sounds like the apple in eden, methinks. i am pained by the fact that i think about that kid. i absolutely adore him, really , but i don't know why.
i love andrew! he is perfect. then again, to me, everyone is perfect. i laugh or cry for that very reason.
i'm unsure where i fit in. i love, but that is not enough at this stage in evolution. i'm too lazy right now.
i took a walk because andrew made fun of my wrist upon the guitar, as i try to find the patience to practice two chords dutifully until i can do more with them. i am in a sensitive time, so i went outside and cried while watching the perfect jacksonville sky performing its' daily routine.
i hit a pinch and then proceeded around listening to a cd i am trying to make for kurt. i made it to the library after passing people and nearly being overwhelmed with emotion, because i want to do something to help this earth prosper. there are so many people, and i just want every single one of them to be allowed to be consumed with their lives, relationships, tears, sexcapades, passionate lurve, laughter, and all that is here. then they shall pick one human bean out of the pack and produce their entry into the next generation. hurrah! i just want to make sure the human race is around for a while.
then i climbed a tree and quickled climbed down after remembering i was not wearing any underwear, but merely a dress. hahaha! andrew and i got caught by the police when we were sitting in the road on the mountain naked! "i don't know how ya'll get down in birmingham..."
last night micah said to the gas station attendant, "this is disneyworld, remember that."
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someone call me or drunk message me. chad did last week, and it was an aromatic sooting experience.
p.s. i experienced the first ever successful journey into masturbation recently. pretty nice, i'd say. also highly amusing in retrospect. kristen and amber greeted this news with a round of applause. i hope the rest of you can recognize this event with the excitement it warrants.
last night andrew slept on the floor, and i fell asleep a trifle lonely.
i need to get a job.
PEACE
however, i am going to school next semester. trying out higher education. everyone else drudges through it, so i could at least give it a shot. i'm smart as a whip when i want to be, but it's such a hollow trap to fall into. knowledge is power is arrogance and that is the antithesis of my life.
kurt talks about going to europe next fall, or summer, i suppose. his plan is to backpack around and i'm not sure what else. sounds like the apple in eden, methinks. i am pained by the fact that i think about that kid. i absolutely adore him, really , but i don't know why.
i love andrew! he is perfect. then again, to me, everyone is perfect. i laugh or cry for that very reason.
i'm unsure where i fit in. i love, but that is not enough at this stage in evolution. i'm too lazy right now.
i took a walk because andrew made fun of my wrist upon the guitar, as i try to find the patience to practice two chords dutifully until i can do more with them. i am in a sensitive time, so i went outside and cried while watching the perfect jacksonville sky performing its' daily routine.
i hit a pinch and then proceeded around listening to a cd i am trying to make for kurt. i made it to the library after passing people and nearly being overwhelmed with emotion, because i want to do something to help this earth prosper. there are so many people, and i just want every single one of them to be allowed to be consumed with their lives, relationships, tears, sexcapades, passionate lurve, laughter, and all that is here. then they shall pick one human bean out of the pack and produce their entry into the next generation. hurrah! i just want to make sure the human race is around for a while.
then i climbed a tree and quickled climbed down after remembering i was not wearing any underwear, but merely a dress. hahaha! andrew and i got caught by the police when we were sitting in the road on the mountain naked! "i don't know how ya'll get down in birmingham..."
last night micah said to the gas station attendant, "this is disneyworld, remember that."
821 2299
someone call me or drunk message me. chad did last week, and it was an aromatic sooting experience.
p.s. i experienced the first ever successful journey into masturbation recently. pretty nice, i'd say. also highly amusing in retrospect. kristen and amber greeted this news with a round of applause. i hope the rest of you can recognize this event with the excitement it warrants.
last night andrew slept on the floor, and i fell asleep a trifle lonely.
i need to get a job.
PEACE