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This weeek was better than expected, even though
I don't really remember what I did that much. I know there was
a lot of hanging out with Terry Molly Lauren and
Tyler which was nice.
Last night I pretty much got home a half hour
past curfew...cops call my mom, im grounded
for tongiht which sucks. But last night for the most
part was alright, drunks pretty much everywhere.
I always build up a lot of stress, where it all gathers
together, like it fills up in a cup and once it becomes
full something so small that stresses me, poors over,
and i just break down and cry. Like last night...bullllfuckingshit.
It always happens at the worse of times, and i hate it.
Or when im around a ton of people, and never when
I'm by myself, and i can't really control it. Its stupid. Whatever.
Tonight probably = possibly tyler coming over for a bit or me
just sitting at home, in my room, watching tv or movies.
Sounds exciting...I guess sitting at home one night by myself won't be
as bad as i think it will be. Maybe i just need a night to myself. ha, fag/