That's kinda gross
Hmm so yesterday when I got home from Laurens, I took a shower (that means i left the water running so my mom thought i was taking a shower, but i didnt cause im lazy) and then got ready. I went over Brittany's house and made her laugh. Amber and Katarina were there for a bit and when they left we watched the Conan Obrien DVD. It was cool. Then her Grandma answered my prayers and took us to McDonalds yesssss.
The downfall of my day/life
When I got home all I heard before stepping through the door was my parents SCREAMING. It wasnt the usual yelling, no no no, it was horrifying screaming that i could hear before i even walked through the door. My mom was getting in a fight with my dad telling him that she wanted him to move out and all that stuff. And of course she uses my words that ive told her about my father against him and then when he asks me if its true ( that i hate him , that i want him to leave, that he drinks too much and its terrible the way he treats my mom) Of course i say no because i dont want to hurt his feelings or get yelled at for calling him an "alchoholic" because we both know i see him go in the bathroom and take his shots of vodka everyday. But see I can never win because then if I dont tell him the truth my mom gets angry with me and says "why dont you just fucking tell him the truth and back me up!" She doesnt understand that its hard for me to tell my father that I hate him and want hiom to leave. How would she feel if I walked up to her and told her the words that every mother dreads hearing. She doesnt understand that its not that easy.
Today my parents are still in a fight and I will place a bet with anyone regarding anything that the same thing will happen tonight. But will my dad ever move out? no Will they ever settle things? no It wont happen because they have been in this constant fucking argument for 12 years, thats just the way it is.
The downfall of my day/life
When I got home all I heard before stepping through the door was my parents SCREAMING. It wasnt the usual yelling, no no no, it was horrifying screaming that i could hear before i even walked through the door. My mom was getting in a fight with my dad telling him that she wanted him to move out and all that stuff. And of course she uses my words that ive told her about my father against him and then when he asks me if its true ( that i hate him , that i want him to leave, that he drinks too much and its terrible the way he treats my mom) Of course i say no because i dont want to hurt his feelings or get yelled at for calling him an "alchoholic" because we both know i see him go in the bathroom and take his shots of vodka everyday. But see I can never win because then if I dont tell him the truth my mom gets angry with me and says "why dont you just fucking tell him the truth and back me up!" She doesnt understand that its hard for me to tell my father that I hate him and want hiom to leave. How would she feel if I walked up to her and told her the words that every mother dreads hearing. She doesnt understand that its not that easy.
Today my parents are still in a fight and I will place a bet with anyone regarding anything that the same thing will happen tonight. But will my dad ever move out? no Will they ever settle things? no It wont happen because they have been in this constant fucking argument for 12 years, thats just the way it is.