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all these girls excited, ooh you know they like it i'm so icy.. so icy.. girl dont try to fight it, all your friends invited i'm so icy.. so icy..
that is my SHIT!
anyway.. i'm tired as fuck. remind me why i wanted a job again? everybody was pissed off last night because they changed closing from 11 to 12. and since i had to work til midnight last night, there's no way in hell they could get me to come in today. they aint bout to take up my whole damn weekend.
what the hell is with all these damn people hittin on me?! i swear i get hit on at least 6 times a day whenever im at work. and then they be gettin mad cause i dont want to talk to them? HELLO I'M WORKING, LEAVE ME ALONE. so then they try to slip me their numbers anyway and get mad cause i throw it in the trash and come back askin why i didnt call them. WTF? SPEAKING OF: why the hell bryan still tryin to talk to me? i told him to leave me alone. he was like okay. THE NEXT CLASS PERIOD he came up to me askin what he did wrong. i walked away w/o sayin anything. THE NEXT DAY he was like whassup boo. WTF leave me alone you psycho bitch ass muthafucker!!! and everytime he would try to hug me or touch me and im like.. STOP FUCKING TOUCHING ME! ughhh
i asked my friend tim what he would do if he was in my situation [with chris<3].. and he was like he'd understand what was going on, and he would still talk to me whenever i got back to him, since i DO have actual reasons for never getting back to him, and they are reasons.. not excuses.. and obviously if we made the pact to start talking when we could be together then he must really like and care for me. miranda said basically the same thing, along with "anytime you can't be with someone because of something other than "personal" reasons, you're always going to still want to be with that person" so .. i AM going to see if it will work out, it's at the top of my TO-DO list.. im just waitin on my parents to get my insurance fixed.
i'm going to be with him, if it's the last thing i do. that's how serious i am about this, that's how serious i am about him.
that is my SHIT!
anyway.. i'm tired as fuck. remind me why i wanted a job again? everybody was pissed off last night because they changed closing from 11 to 12. and since i had to work til midnight last night, there's no way in hell they could get me to come in today. they aint bout to take up my whole damn weekend.
what the hell is with all these damn people hittin on me?! i swear i get hit on at least 6 times a day whenever im at work. and then they be gettin mad cause i dont want to talk to them? HELLO I'M WORKING, LEAVE ME ALONE. so then they try to slip me their numbers anyway and get mad cause i throw it in the trash and come back askin why i didnt call them. WTF? SPEAKING OF: why the hell bryan still tryin to talk to me? i told him to leave me alone. he was like okay. THE NEXT CLASS PERIOD he came up to me askin what he did wrong. i walked away w/o sayin anything. THE NEXT DAY he was like whassup boo. WTF leave me alone you psycho bitch ass muthafucker!!! and everytime he would try to hug me or touch me and im like.. STOP FUCKING TOUCHING ME! ughhh
i asked my friend tim what he would do if he was in my situation [with chris<3].. and he was like he'd understand what was going on, and he would still talk to me whenever i got back to him, since i DO have actual reasons for never getting back to him, and they are reasons.. not excuses.. and obviously if we made the pact to start talking when we could be together then he must really like and care for me. miranda said basically the same thing, along with "anytime you can't be with someone because of something other than "personal" reasons, you're always going to still want to be with that person" so .. i AM going to see if it will work out, it's at the top of my TO-DO list.. im just waitin on my parents to get my insurance fixed.
i'm going to be with him, if it's the last thing i do. that's how serious i am about this, that's how serious i am about him.