a new perspective
recently, i have been staying in with my family. if this was a year ago, i would have thought this was torture: attending to my parents needs or babysitting my little brother. i would spend days in my room, feeling miserable. i was obviously unwell when I lived with my parents full time. coming back home after a 3 month break, i have come to appreciate the flaws in both my parents. My parents are always so on edge but I am learning how to be more patient and just enjoy their presence.
I also am working on myself again. I am involved in an ongoing battle with myself and who I am in this skin. I am understanding that the way I see and saw myself in the past, may be a lie. I have this fucked up vision of my body in my head due to past experiences. maybe i dont really look like that, after all.
this winter break has been going quite well. and a part of me doesnt want to leave. i missed los angeles and my family.
I also am working on myself again. I am involved in an ongoing battle with myself and who I am in this skin. I am understanding that the way I see and saw myself in the past, may be a lie. I have this fucked up vision of my body in my head due to past experiences. maybe i dont really look like that, after all.
this winter break has been going quite well. and a part of me doesnt want to leave. i missed los angeles and my family.