Feb 06, 2006 14:40
>nothings left inside my head accept for you.< the way you felt about her so long ago is what i am going through right now, still. >nothings left inside my head accept for you.< i always find myself thinking of how it used to be and coming to the realization that it will never be like that again. >nothings left inside my head accept for you.< now, it's developed even further because i have THIS to remind me of you for the rest of my life, and you know what i am talking about. i don't hate you for it. in the end we'll still be friends. i know we will. but this whole thing is still so sad, and i don't know exactly how to shake you. i've tried, and others cannot compare to you
"do you ever get the feeling that you care for someone more than they care for you"
you quoted those words for her, and no i quote them for you, because the way you felt about her, is the way i feel for you.....still. so what if it was only 6 months, it could have been drug out to over 2 years, but my feelings would still be the same, it's not the length that matters, it's the experience i had and the feelings i developed.
some say i'm stupid, crazy, pathetic....i may be all of those, but all i know is i can't make these feelings go away. i've tried, it seems almost near impossible.
i still love you. i may always love you. i love you.