HE, HE, HE , HE, HE....
he's calling me tonight, we're hanging out tomorrow....
he's into all the same things. we're going to look at art together, we're going to go to bars together. we're going to smoke lovely cigarettes together. he's older than me. he's lovely. he has the right words. he has the right friends. he has a wonderful heart. i could see something come of this. i want something to come of this. he leaves me in suspense after every conversation, yet shows his affection by stopping by my work. he met my mom. he's someone i could have never seen myself with 2 years ago, and i love that immensely. he plays drums and was in a band. he has the most soothing eyes i've ever gazed into.
ugh, damn. no no no no no no no. this isn't supposed to happen. this isn't part of the plan. guys aren't supposed to distract me this way, but it feels so good. part of my feels like i'm going to fuck it up like i always do, but the other says "just be yourself".
what would you do?
he's into all the same things. we're going to look at art together, we're going to go to bars together. we're going to smoke lovely cigarettes together. he's older than me. he's lovely. he has the right words. he has the right friends. he has a wonderful heart. i could see something come of this. i want something to come of this. he leaves me in suspense after every conversation, yet shows his affection by stopping by my work. he met my mom. he's someone i could have never seen myself with 2 years ago, and i love that immensely. he plays drums and was in a band. he has the most soothing eyes i've ever gazed into.
ugh, damn. no no no no no no no. this isn't supposed to happen. this isn't part of the plan. guys aren't supposed to distract me this way, but it feels so good. part of my feels like i'm going to fuck it up like i always do, but the other says "just be yourself".
what would you do?