i guess now, i know the truth
my dad is coming to visit me next weekend for my birthday... i'm really looking forward to that. i haven't seen him in almost a year and a half...
this could take all this stress off of me about school, mom, friends, step mom for a few days at least. i really do love him, and he has done so much for me in my life.
has anyone else just felt so utterly alone that it would drive you crazy? i've been feeling like this for the last 2 weeks or so. it's like i have nobody.. no mom, no friends, no support... damn, it even feels like my dog doesn't want to be around me.
i'm going on a diet:
-no soda
-no sweets
-no meat
how long can i last.... we will soon find out.
this could take all this stress off of me about school, mom, friends, step mom for a few days at least. i really do love him, and he has done so much for me in my life.
has anyone else just felt so utterly alone that it would drive you crazy? i've been feeling like this for the last 2 weeks or so. it's like i have nobody.. no mom, no friends, no support... damn, it even feels like my dog doesn't want to be around me.
i'm going on a diet:
-no soda
-no sweets
-no meat
how long can i last.... we will soon find out.