i miss that feeling.

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lately, i've felt like i have no clue what my life is going to be.... if it's going to be worthless, or worth while....i have no idea what i want to do...i feel like i'm going to be alone the rest of my life...i feel like everybody's laughing at me behind my back, i'm the laughing stock of the universe. i don't know how to explain how i feel, only that i know i'm feeling it.

i really want to find someone out there that will show me a good time, and treat me the way i deserve to be treated and be in love with me as much as i am in love with them. will it ever come?