Last Night, etc.
Well, something exciting did happen!! Glenn and Jamie called me (very drunk) and we wandered around with them and some others (AMJ!! Youre crazy :) Ha) David John ended up visiting for a few minutes as well. It was just a very... interesting evening. Glenn, thanks for the talk, I think.
Sigh... I wish I could stop thinking, but I can't. Tonight I have to work and then Im going out. I might go to NYC for a few days with Lyndsey... my cousins will be here all week so one of these days I have to get my pictures done. I also want to hang out with Jessica. Justine also... and Peter wants me to watch Apocolypse Now with him which sounds awesome. Im happy :) But so sad...
I wish someone knew what I was feeling so they could tell me what I SHOULD do, whats best... not just what I WANT to do... And I wish Anthony called me so I know he's alive and well and in Greece in one piece (I heart rhymes!)
You break my heart into a thousand pieces and you say its because I deserve better? Tears of misery stain scar filled minds... Screaming disbelief with no faith in site...Means nothing to him, her screams just die out...Was it asked for? Was it implied? What could have been done? Inside her mind dies...
(I love you, From Autumn to Ashes... if I could marry your songs, I would. Sorry Anthony ha)
Actually, I proposed to a kitten yesterday, but she got bored of me. It was love at first site... I love gray kittens more than almost anything. You missed it, darling!!
MUST. SHOWER. AND. STOP. THINKING.