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well i'm back. yes, from russia. i actually got back on august 1O at like 9:3O p.m. i've just been to lazy to write. lots of shit happened this summer as you would have imagined and i really don't feel like writing it all down.
when i got to the moscow airport airport i got lost because my grandparents missed me. i was standing there for like 2O minutes freaking out crying. then some guy came and helped page my grandparents. i met tons of guy. no hookups though =\ i got drunk.. for my first time haha. i went to the beach and got a really dark suntan. i lost weight!
when i first got to russia i didn't want anything more than to just go home. i missed everything here. but then when it was nearing the end i didn't want to leave because i was so used to it. i'm still a bit sad. it seems like it's been a long time since i've been there but yet it feels like just yesterday. i learned a lot of russian and plan on keeping at it. i met another girl named katya, haha isn't that cool? we're going to write and e-mail to eachother.
there's so much more to write about but it's way too much. that's just the basics. somehow russia made me somewhat of a happier person and taught me better eating habits.
oh and remember bryan? well i hate his guts and hope he dies. i am finally done wasting my time on him when he treats me like shit. i was an idiot for wasting my time on him for so long. i found out he hung out with jessica this summer. i mean i know she'd never hook up with him or anything and that they would be just friends but it still makes me alittle upset. she asked him why he didn't want to go out with me the first time he met me. he said that right before he was going to come to meet me he met this other girl and had to choose between her and me. he said that my first picture that i sent him was cute and the second wasn't so cute. so he decided to come and meet and there would be a 50/50 chance. and he said when he saw me he didn't think i was that attractive. that kind of me feel bad when i first heard that because all my insecurities came back but now i'm starting not to care. a lot of guys hit on me in russia and that boosted up my confidence a lot but this little thing just made it go down again. i am threw wasting my time.
when i got to the moscow airport airport i got lost because my grandparents missed me. i was standing there for like 2O minutes freaking out crying. then some guy came and helped page my grandparents. i met tons of guy. no hookups though =\ i got drunk.. for my first time haha. i went to the beach and got a really dark suntan. i lost weight!
when i first got to russia i didn't want anything more than to just go home. i missed everything here. but then when it was nearing the end i didn't want to leave because i was so used to it. i'm still a bit sad. it seems like it's been a long time since i've been there but yet it feels like just yesterday. i learned a lot of russian and plan on keeping at it. i met another girl named katya, haha isn't that cool? we're going to write and e-mail to eachother.
there's so much more to write about but it's way too much. that's just the basics. somehow russia made me somewhat of a happier person and taught me better eating habits.
oh and remember bryan? well i hate his guts and hope he dies. i am finally done wasting my time on him when he treats me like shit. i was an idiot for wasting my time on him for so long. i found out he hung out with jessica this summer. i mean i know she'd never hook up with him or anything and that they would be just friends but it still makes me alittle upset. she asked him why he didn't want to go out with me the first time he met me. he said that right before he was going to come to meet me he met this other girl and had to choose between her and me. he said that my first picture that i sent him was cute and the second wasn't so cute. so he decided to come and meet and there would be a 50/50 chance. and he said when he saw me he didn't think i was that attractive. that kind of me feel bad when i first heard that because all my insecurities came back but now i'm starting not to care. a lot of guys hit on me in russia and that boosted up my confidence a lot but this little thing just made it go down again. i am threw wasting my time.