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i left a very brief entry last time. haha. YES I DID HOOK UP WITH BRYAN. lol. it was quite fun but man i'm sore. i don't regret it at all. i'm just having my fun, yo. he got bigger muscle wise and he's got alittle beard going on. sexy. he seemed more interested this time somehow. i dunno. i hope so. we did it in his car behind some building. lmao. i haven't talked to him since last night. he said he'd call me so we'll see. i'm trying my hardest not to get attached. i feel myself falling for him though ;x
i went to see my therapist yesterday before i saw bryan. that was the first time i went in a month so i had a lot to say. i told him i laugh for no reason and actually started cracking up for a few minutes. lol he probably thinks i'm looney. we also talked about bryan and how i started talking to him and didn't get to see him yet.. and then when i got home he called me and we hung out. i hadn't got any in a long ass time so it felt good.
i actually had a few mini dreams about him last night but i don't really remember him. when i woke up i had this smile on my face remembering the nigh before. i've been daydreaming about it all day in school today. haha i'm a dork. the only person i told is jessica and she asked why i did it and she seemed like she didn't think it was right or whatever.
i've been feeling a lot more confident lately for some reason. i laugh a lot so everyone thinks i'm a really happy person. i still have a few things to work out.
like school. i'm doing pretty bad and midterms are tomorrow ;x i have tests in bio and geometry tomorrow. i don't know what the hell i'm doing in geometry and i already have an F so i don't know what to do. school is screwing me in the ass.
i went to see my therapist yesterday before i saw bryan. that was the first time i went in a month so i had a lot to say. i told him i laugh for no reason and actually started cracking up for a few minutes. lol he probably thinks i'm looney. we also talked about bryan and how i started talking to him and didn't get to see him yet.. and then when i got home he called me and we hung out. i hadn't got any in a long ass time so it felt good.
i actually had a few mini dreams about him last night but i don't really remember him. when i woke up i had this smile on my face remembering the nigh before. i've been daydreaming about it all day in school today. haha i'm a dork. the only person i told is jessica and she asked why i did it and she seemed like she didn't think it was right or whatever.
i've been feeling a lot more confident lately for some reason. i laugh a lot so everyone thinks i'm a really happy person. i still have a few things to work out.
like school. i'm doing pretty bad and midterms are tomorrow ;x i have tests in bio and geometry tomorrow. i don't know what the hell i'm doing in geometry and i already have an F so i don't know what to do. school is screwing me in the ass.