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i`m incredibly bored so i might as well update. everyone, i`m assuming, is celebrating easter and i don`t really celebrate it so i`m stuck at home by myself.
i`m getting sort of bored with livejournal. i like never update because i don`t seem to have the urge anymore. i enjoy reading everyone`s posts though most of the time.
i go back to school tuesday. god damnit. i was enjoying spring break and it went by all too fast. oh well, i have less than 2 months in that hell hole so i guess i can bare it. i just hope i can remember my locker combo when i get back. heh.
i`m attempting to diet again. i checked my weight the other day and i did gain about 1O lbs which i`m not too happy about. i plan to stick to about 1OOO calories a day if not less and excercise reguraly. me and justine made a commitment to start running and eating healthy. hopefully we`ll stick to it. it`s easier to lose weight when you have someone else doing it with you.
i should go on a walk today but i don`t have anyone to go with and i don`t wanna go by myself. blah. i`ve noticed that i eat mostly because i`m bored. like now for instance, i have absolutely nothing to do so i feel like going into the kitchen and eating something. i`ve already reached my calorie limit and it`s only 3:24! i just hope i don`t fuck this up.
i saw the passion on friday. i was quite disappointed. i was expecting it to be a lot better. i didn`t even cry like i thought i would. i wish the whole movie wasn`t subtitles. it was pretty boring. not my type of movie.
i think i`m the most non-religious person in the world. religion means nothing to me. i don`t see a point to organized religion at all. i used to pretend to believe in god because i thought i was supposed to. i thought that if i didn`t that would make me a bad person. now i`ve realized that i don`t have to believe in anything and should be able to live my life the way i please. i`ve never prayed because i find it pointless. i don`t think praying will help make anthing better.. things happen because they`re supposed to. i just find so many things in this world pointless. i basically think the world right now sucks. i`m such a pessimist today.
i`m getting sort of bored with livejournal. i like never update because i don`t seem to have the urge anymore. i enjoy reading everyone`s posts though most of the time.
i go back to school tuesday. god damnit. i was enjoying spring break and it went by all too fast. oh well, i have less than 2 months in that hell hole so i guess i can bare it. i just hope i can remember my locker combo when i get back. heh.
i`m attempting to diet again. i checked my weight the other day and i did gain about 1O lbs which i`m not too happy about. i plan to stick to about 1OOO calories a day if not less and excercise reguraly. me and justine made a commitment to start running and eating healthy. hopefully we`ll stick to it. it`s easier to lose weight when you have someone else doing it with you.
i should go on a walk today but i don`t have anyone to go with and i don`t wanna go by myself. blah. i`ve noticed that i eat mostly because i`m bored. like now for instance, i have absolutely nothing to do so i feel like going into the kitchen and eating something. i`ve already reached my calorie limit and it`s only 3:24! i just hope i don`t fuck this up.
i saw the passion on friday. i was quite disappointed. i was expecting it to be a lot better. i didn`t even cry like i thought i would. i wish the whole movie wasn`t subtitles. it was pretty boring. not my type of movie.
i think i`m the most non-religious person in the world. religion means nothing to me. i don`t see a point to organized religion at all. i used to pretend to believe in god because i thought i was supposed to. i thought that if i didn`t that would make me a bad person. now i`ve realized that i don`t have to believe in anything and should be able to live my life the way i please. i`ve never prayed because i find it pointless. i don`t think praying will help make anthing better.. things happen because they`re supposed to. i just find so many things in this world pointless. i basically think the world right now sucks. i`m such a pessimist today.