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this has been one of the hardest weeks of my life.
i can't get over all of this.
i can't accept the fact that this is all a reality.
and it's all around me too.
and even after all that i've done this week,
i feel like i haven't given enough.
but it's just soo hard.
and i can't stand having to see all of the people around me that i love go through so much pain, as i am going through.
i'm looking forward to friday.
maybe we will all be able to put some things out there,
maybe it will be the beginning of something new.
i still can't stop crying...
it's been too long.
i can't get over all of this.
i can't accept the fact that this is all a reality.
and it's all around me too.
and even after all that i've done this week,
i feel like i haven't given enough.
but it's just soo hard.
and i can't stand having to see all of the people around me that i love go through so much pain, as i am going through.
i'm looking forward to friday.
maybe we will all be able to put some things out there,
maybe it will be the beginning of something new.
i still can't stop crying...
it's been too long.