i want you to hurt me again
I went to beg for your forgiveness. I found you there. Just where I thought you would be. I went so you could see what a wreck I am without you, and see how badly I need you. You pretended like you didn't see. Don't kid yourself, we both know we're all the other can see. I ran to you, back into your arms. I just stood there... I can smell you. I can smell safe. Time stops. This is all I want. I don't want anything else from you. I don't expect anything else from you. I can't think about anything else but how fucking good you smell. How good this smell is making me feel. I haven't felt this good in weeks, and for a split second i've found peace of mind. Nothing can hurt me right now. Not even you, baby. Nothing else matters except right here where I am. Standing here in your arms and all I can smell is you.
You push me away. You've pushed me away once again. WHY HAVE YOU DONE THIS? WHY? I DONT FUCKING UNDERSTAND YOUR INTENTIONS. WHY. WHY. WHY?!.
"I'll do anything. I do anything you fucking want. Absolutely fucking anything, please just tell me what I can do to make things okay. better. safer, please..."
"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT FROM ME? I'LL DO ANYTHING"
"nothing"
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and i woke up. in a bad mood again. great.
I just want to find you. Just to scream at you. I just want to let it out. Slap the shit out of you and call you a hypocrite. Let you know what you've been putting me through and how it's not going to stop. Tell you how fed up I am of waking up in someone else's clohes. Closing my eyes and seeing you.
oh baby.
You push me away. You've pushed me away once again. WHY HAVE YOU DONE THIS? WHY? I DONT FUCKING UNDERSTAND YOUR INTENTIONS. WHY. WHY. WHY?!.
"I'll do anything. I do anything you fucking want. Absolutely fucking anything, please just tell me what I can do to make things okay. better. safer, please..."
"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT FROM ME? I'LL DO ANYTHING"
"nothing"
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and i woke up. in a bad mood again. great.
I just want to find you. Just to scream at you. I just want to let it out. Slap the shit out of you and call you a hypocrite. Let you know what you've been putting me through and how it's not going to stop. Tell you how fed up I am of waking up in someone else's clohes. Closing my eyes and seeing you.
oh baby.