...Damnit...!
No matter how hard i try to hide myself, people are starting to notice that i'm starting to change. I havn't been myself lately, and it's only getting worse. it's gotten to the point where my friends are even questioning my happiness, and usually the problems aren't big enough to phase me. I can't be myself anymore, I'll try my best to ignore it all, and just have fun in parties, school... but everyone is starting to notice the same, i havn't been myself lately and it's making them all think i dont care for them, or making them just plain hate me.
I've had no desire to talk with anyone lately, no desire to love, or any desire to care for myself. I don't know what my next step is, or what my goals are. everything is just falling apart. I dont feel close with any of my friends anymore, it feels like i've just lost them all and it's the worst feeling in the world. I miss what i had, and I feel so stupid for not enjoying it.
Problems, problems, problems... Everyone has problems, then why do i so much trouble dealing with it...?
nevermind, this is gay, later.
I've had no desire to talk with anyone lately, no desire to love, or any desire to care for myself. I don't know what my next step is, or what my goals are. everything is just falling apart. I dont feel close with any of my friends anymore, it feels like i've just lost them all and it's the worst feeling in the world. I miss what i had, and I feel so stupid for not enjoying it.
Problems, problems, problems... Everyone has problems, then why do i so much trouble dealing with it...?
nevermind, this is gay, later.