Cause we both know where i'm about to go and we know it very well
I am fucking bored and Matt is doing my FUCKING head in hahaha!
I'm off work sick! Sick sick sick!
I did go in this morning but i felt so rough it was unreal!
I had like stomach cramps so i took paracetemol but like on an empty stomach cause i dont eat in the mornings and then i felt dizzy! Omg it was horrible. And i was like really really emotional :|
I never ever cry outside, like i can control my emotions really well. But everytime someone said 'are you okay?' 'you look really ill' like i could feel myself starting to cry. It was so freakin' weird! I dont do crying in work, its fucking embarrassing! But like i didnt even feel like me, i just felt out of it basically.
So Lianne called Darren and he was like 'whats wrong luce?' and i felt like such a gimp...i was like 'i dont even know why im crying but i cant stop it! i feel so shit and im not even that sad but im just crying'
he was like chill, turn your computer off and go home. i'll see you next week.
So i went home =D
I felt much better mind like instantly. It was so strange!
But then i came online and Matt just PISSED ME off! he just acts so cool like all the friggin time and im just one of those girls that gets easily attatched and i was like matt dont mess me about and he was just like why the hell would i mess you about? and hes right like...he hasnt even done anything. I was just being a FREAK!
And i was like one minute your all over me and then the next you dont even act bothered. and he was like if im not busy then i'll meet you. you know the score. and its like yeah but im just getting all obsessive and like i dont do obsessing...why are you making me like this? im so weird lately hahah!
And then i try to act like all whatever, if you want it come and get it and that fully works and hes like oh baby but then if i show like any sign of attatchment its like ahh you need to chill. But hes right, i do need to chill! We text each other way too much. I'm banning myself from him. I fully refuse to talk to him until hes ready.
Which wont be this weekend cause hes going to aber to like see old friends and probably get it on with some flooze. Haha but i bet he'll text me when hes back. But then like if i KNOW thats what hes like...why would i even want to get more involved than i already am? Answer is = i dont!
Banned banned banned!
I am so friggin sick of boys!
I also like Rich whos like yeah why didnt you come talk to me when you were single, your so hot but like wont break up with his gf!!
Annnd i like Caleb who is a big whore and has got a new gf hahah! But he still wants me, hes told me (H)
But refuses to touch me while hes with her so i have to like wait which i dont do very well!
I am so friggin impatient!
BUUUT i know that really i should just find a brand new boy that comes with no girls.
Buuuuut try telling my head that.
And the only boy thats wants me i am like banned from going near lol!
Pffff i thought relationships were complicated!
And now i've pissed Jo off cause i forgot it was her birthday!! But my mind has been completley scrambled this week :S
I need to return to myself!
I hate being miserable!
WEEEKEND! MONDAY OFF! PAYDAY! DOUGIE MCFLY!!
Ahh im happy now =D
Flid said he'd marry me in a year if im still single anyway hahah!
Im not talking to Ed anymore either. He fucked me about with his ex! Fucking idiot!
Like text me after we met and everything saying blah blah your just a sweet in person etc etc etc
Then got Mel to RING me 3 days later saying 'stop texting my boyfriend'
i was like whaaaaat? he told me you'd split up AND it was him texting me!
So i was like whatever bitch haha. And then he TEXT me again saying 'im sorry, i couldnt stop her. can we be friends?' so i was completley awkward and like 'how can we be? i cant text you remember!' hahah and basically told him how much of a fucking idiot he was. the reason they broke up in the first place was cause he couldnt trust hr and she'd been shagging her ex.
do you honestly think she changed in a few weeks? umm NO!
Haha anyway summin like 3 days later i had another text saying 'well you were right, she's been seeing her ex again! i'm so sorry'
hahaha well basically TOUGH. Did tell you! You didnt listen! You dont get another chance =]
If only that applied to Matt haha,
Its raining =[
Like its been raining all day but i keep forgetting and then everytime i look out the window i think 'fuck its raining' ive done it like 5 times LOL!
Going down Jane's in a second though! Gonna have a nice smoke.
SHE COMPLETED MARIO GALAXY IN A WEEK!
Like how obsessed is that? hahaha its fucking hillarious!
I walked my dog up town last night, like 3 boy racers beeped at me! Maesteg is the place to pull hahaha! Only if your looking for boy racers though. Which im not. But i would like to be in their crew. My corsa will be hot enough =D
I told Matt that i wanna be in his boyracer crew and be like the leader and he took is so seriously. He was like 'we're not boy racers!'
haha whatever, in your pimped out cars! meeting up in like seperate cars just to show them off =P
Pmsl he was not amused!
But its true! If you had common sense, you'd like car share to save your petrol LOL!
I cant wait to have a big fat fucking spliff!
Sam better keep me a 20 or ima kick his ass! Text me last night likeyou want any green? i was like nah not tonight but tomorrow i do. he was like okay ring me tomorrow, i'll TRY save you a 20.
better have fucking tried hard LOL!
Good ole Mython otherwise! I wanna fuck mython like. id so sell him sex for green.
hahaha prossy =]
This is such a pointless fucking entry! Im gonna go get high as fuck and laugh my ass off at the adverts! My FAVOURITE advert in the whole world is 'if i knew you were coming, i'dve baked a cake!'
I LOVE that song <3
I want it as a ringtone hahaha! OMG *idea*
Byeeee LJ x
I'm off work sick! Sick sick sick!
I did go in this morning but i felt so rough it was unreal!
I had like stomach cramps so i took paracetemol but like on an empty stomach cause i dont eat in the mornings and then i felt dizzy! Omg it was horrible. And i was like really really emotional :|
I never ever cry outside, like i can control my emotions really well. But everytime someone said 'are you okay?' 'you look really ill' like i could feel myself starting to cry. It was so freakin' weird! I dont do crying in work, its fucking embarrassing! But like i didnt even feel like me, i just felt out of it basically.
So Lianne called Darren and he was like 'whats wrong luce?' and i felt like such a gimp...i was like 'i dont even know why im crying but i cant stop it! i feel so shit and im not even that sad but im just crying'
he was like chill, turn your computer off and go home. i'll see you next week.
So i went home =D
I felt much better mind like instantly. It was so strange!
But then i came online and Matt just PISSED ME off! he just acts so cool like all the friggin time and im just one of those girls that gets easily attatched and i was like matt dont mess me about and he was just like why the hell would i mess you about? and hes right like...he hasnt even done anything. I was just being a FREAK!
And i was like one minute your all over me and then the next you dont even act bothered. and he was like if im not busy then i'll meet you. you know the score. and its like yeah but im just getting all obsessive and like i dont do obsessing...why are you making me like this? im so weird lately hahah!
And then i try to act like all whatever, if you want it come and get it and that fully works and hes like oh baby but then if i show like any sign of attatchment its like ahh you need to chill. But hes right, i do need to chill! We text each other way too much. I'm banning myself from him. I fully refuse to talk to him until hes ready.
Which wont be this weekend cause hes going to aber to like see old friends and probably get it on with some flooze. Haha but i bet he'll text me when hes back. But then like if i KNOW thats what hes like...why would i even want to get more involved than i already am? Answer is = i dont!
Banned banned banned!
I am so friggin sick of boys!
I also like Rich whos like yeah why didnt you come talk to me when you were single, your so hot but like wont break up with his gf!!
Annnd i like Caleb who is a big whore and has got a new gf hahah! But he still wants me, hes told me (H)
But refuses to touch me while hes with her so i have to like wait which i dont do very well!
I am so friggin impatient!
BUUUT i know that really i should just find a brand new boy that comes with no girls.
Buuuuut try telling my head that.
And the only boy thats wants me i am like banned from going near lol!
Pffff i thought relationships were complicated!
And now i've pissed Jo off cause i forgot it was her birthday!! But my mind has been completley scrambled this week :S
I need to return to myself!
I hate being miserable!
WEEEKEND! MONDAY OFF! PAYDAY! DOUGIE MCFLY!!
Ahh im happy now =D
Flid said he'd marry me in a year if im still single anyway hahah!
Im not talking to Ed anymore either. He fucked me about with his ex! Fucking idiot!
Like text me after we met and everything saying blah blah your just a sweet in person etc etc etc
Then got Mel to RING me 3 days later saying 'stop texting my boyfriend'
i was like whaaaaat? he told me you'd split up AND it was him texting me!
So i was like whatever bitch haha. And then he TEXT me again saying 'im sorry, i couldnt stop her. can we be friends?' so i was completley awkward and like 'how can we be? i cant text you remember!' hahah and basically told him how much of a fucking idiot he was. the reason they broke up in the first place was cause he couldnt trust hr and she'd been shagging her ex.
do you honestly think she changed in a few weeks? umm NO!
Haha anyway summin like 3 days later i had another text saying 'well you were right, she's been seeing her ex again! i'm so sorry'
hahaha well basically TOUGH. Did tell you! You didnt listen! You dont get another chance =]
If only that applied to Matt haha,
Its raining =[
Like its been raining all day but i keep forgetting and then everytime i look out the window i think 'fuck its raining' ive done it like 5 times LOL!
Going down Jane's in a second though! Gonna have a nice smoke.
SHE COMPLETED MARIO GALAXY IN A WEEK!
Like how obsessed is that? hahaha its fucking hillarious!
I walked my dog up town last night, like 3 boy racers beeped at me! Maesteg is the place to pull hahaha! Only if your looking for boy racers though. Which im not. But i would like to be in their crew. My corsa will be hot enough =D
I told Matt that i wanna be in his boyracer crew and be like the leader and he took is so seriously. He was like 'we're not boy racers!'
haha whatever, in your pimped out cars! meeting up in like seperate cars just to show them off =P
Pmsl he was not amused!
But its true! If you had common sense, you'd like car share to save your petrol LOL!
I cant wait to have a big fat fucking spliff!
Sam better keep me a 20 or ima kick his ass! Text me last night likeyou want any green? i was like nah not tonight but tomorrow i do. he was like okay ring me tomorrow, i'll TRY save you a 20.
better have fucking tried hard LOL!
Good ole Mython otherwise! I wanna fuck mython like. id so sell him sex for green.
hahaha prossy =]
This is such a pointless fucking entry! Im gonna go get high as fuck and laugh my ass off at the adverts! My FAVOURITE advert in the whole world is 'if i knew you were coming, i'dve baked a cake!'
I LOVE that song <3
I want it as a ringtone hahaha! OMG *idea*
Byeeee LJ x