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OH MY FUCKING GOD WILL SOMEONE SHOOT MY BOYFRIEND RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF HIS FUCKING ANNOYING LITTLE BRAIN?
He can never ever ever ever ever make up his own mind. I was like 'what you doing tonight then?' 'Oh i dont know, gotta wait till glen texts me.' 'umm whys that then?' 'to decide whether i'm gonna come out or not' 'oh right, cant you like decide on your own then?'
And then he's all i dont have any petrol anyway and its like yeah because you have a SHIT SHIT job where you work a few hours on a Saturday and Sunday. It pays you about 200 quid a month which practically goes all on your overdraft so no WONDER you dont have any money for fucking petrol or fags or wow or anything else you moan to me about on a daily basis. So the most obvious thing to tell him is find another job Si!!!! 'Yeah i'm trying'
Its like your fucking obviously not cause its been almost a year since you dropped out of Uni and it really doesnt take that long to find just a basic job thats more than 2 days a week!
Oh but no he has to look for computer related jobs even though he has no fucking experience. Employers like experience more than qualifications. I think ive explained this like 4738539 times. Even Chris explained it to him and hes just like nuh.
Even suggested he go work in Comet or somewhere over Christmas cause they're always looking for christmas staff and then he can work his way up to do computer related tech stuff there!
Asked him today 'have you asked in comet yet?' and he said 'no i've been busy working'
I was like omg please you do 2 fucking days a week and the occassional day in the week if they need you, thats not working. Even Wilkinson paid me double what they payyou...its like come on, you can SEE its shit money! BUT of course the wonderful charlotte works there, why would he look for some other job thats out of his comfort zone?
You think the build up to christmas would be enough. I guess he just wont get anything for anyone and get his dad to buy his mums present and his mum to buy his dads present.
Im not expecting anything, i havent even got my birthday card yet.
But then i think why am i with him when he just so lazy and completley useless?
And fuck knows where the money i give him for petrol goes! Cause i mean i travel down to bridgend and back 5 days a week and 20 quid for petrol will last me all fucking week. And even in the nights when im driving.
Amd i give him 20 quid and it goes in 2 days? Its like where too? You cant honestly say on maesteg cause to be honest, i mostly drive myself everywhere now cause its just easier than everyone moaning at me.
I didnt see you wednesday, i drove myself thursday and friday. I ask to see you just over the weekend and i get to be made to feel like a twat cause i cant afford to give you any money for it.
Its payday wednesday and im honestly skint as fuck. I had to pay for my insurance and my tax this month as well as the 200 a month i give my mother for rent and the 100 thats goes to my savings and the money that goes to the WSPCCA.
Thats quite alot of money like. And he basically sits back on his ass all fucking week, has to pay no fucking rent, gets all his insurance, tax and sometimes even petrol paid by his parents and hes had like 5 crashes, they just pay it all for him.
And it does really wind me up cause if that was me, my car would be gone basically.
I dont just get stuff paid for me, i have to work for stuff. And thye just let him have this shitty job and just basically pay for everything for him. And i suppose i am abit envious but more than anything he just pisses me off how completley and utterly lazy he is.
He picks me up sometimes and hes just the most miserable person ever and im like whats wrong? 'oh im tired' 'what time did you get up then?' 'one o clock' :| :| :| :| :|
And he's never ever grateful when i give him money, hes just like 'oh thanks' and sometimes i even have to be like ' a thank you would be nice you know' i fucking hate bad manners, they dont cost anything. Just say THANK YOU!!!
ANDDD i hate the fact that cause i cant afford to give him money this week and glen the millionaire can, he just rubs it in my face. 'Glen gave me 40 quid this week' and its like ooooooh! was that the first time ever ever? cause i bet when i give you 20 quid for petrol you dont run round telling everyone. He just generally PISSES me off. We argue more than we talk these days. And its because we literally have NOTHING to say to each other. Thats how little we have in common, we cant even speak to each other. I've just realized it more and more, in work the boys can talk to me about just general stuff. My dad can talk to me about general stuff, i went round Caleb's the other day and we just spoke about general stuff, round Jane's i can just speak to Ross about general stuff. Like AQUA getting back together LOL! But when i speak to Simon, if its not about metal, WOW, South Park, Heroes or Family Guy then i can just see him getting bored. And its like i dont ALWAYS want to speak about them things.
Haha this is just a huge rant that i've needed to have for like ever!
I FUCKING HATE SUNDAYS! They always make me think about stuff deeper than i should and it ANNOYS me.
My rants are always on a sunday like!!
And my mum told me that Pete's gonna stay over on Xmas Eve and like be here on Xmas morning when we're opening our presents and stuff and just HOW WEIRD is that? Since we moved here, its always been me, my mum and Lianne. ALWAYS! Never any more, never any less.
And its like he has Julie, Amy, Alys, Emily and Amy's lil baby bump to be with on actual xmas day and its just like nuh.
And i just dont like it really. I'm not one for big changes. Xmas is about proper immeadiate family, not silly boyfriends.
ANNNND to top it all off i have like a SWOLLEN gum...i dunno if its my wisdom teeth or what but it just feels STRANGE. Constantly feels like i have a gum shield on the right hand side of my mouth and its made my face all swell =[
I HATE it, i dont waant a fat right cheek haha.
But its here and i just feel like crying.
I might go cry in simones car now and then he can roll me a big fat spliff of ian's aweosme green and then i'll feel okay and then im gonna come home and watch laguna beach <3
I started watching that this morning cause my SKY was broke!!!!
Well it was broke last night but i was stoned so i just went to sleep. But i came down this morning and then i remembered and i was like ahhh no sky =[
It said no satellite signal being recieved and i tried everything but nuh. Then it said telephone line not connected and i was like what? It hasnt moved anywhere!
So my dad fiddled abit and we got like BBC1,2, ITV and S4C working but none of the proper sky channels. And then it was saying 'insert sky viewing card' and i was like its fucking in there!!! Like having a huge strop and my dad said is it in the right one? and i was like of course it fucking is but decided to check anyway.
It wasnt.
I'd put it in the interactive card bit hahaha. I was like oooooops!
BUT its working now so alas!
ANNND cause it wasnt, i started season 2 of LB and its fucking awesome and i wanna live there please!
Kristin was like 'omg its 2 weeks till xmas' while sunbathing! Fucking sun BEATING down. I was like =[
Where is SIMONE? He's such a gay. Maybe his petrol run out and he like broke down and he cant get in touch because he has no credit on his phone.
HAHAHA teach you for not having any money wont it bitch!
Okaaay i'm all done nooow! Rant over, feel good =]
Apart from my mouth, thats still diseased =[
WORK tomorrow, weekend goes too fucking quick! Never miiind, i've taken various calls so im alot more confident and stuff. ANNND i got a day off Thursday cause JANE is mooooooving!
And i hope Christmas hurries so i can have my week off whooot!
Right i needa peeeee so i be off. Much love from Mrs.Skanalan ;)
He can never ever ever ever ever make up his own mind. I was like 'what you doing tonight then?' 'Oh i dont know, gotta wait till glen texts me.' 'umm whys that then?' 'to decide whether i'm gonna come out or not' 'oh right, cant you like decide on your own then?'
And then he's all i dont have any petrol anyway and its like yeah because you have a SHIT SHIT job where you work a few hours on a Saturday and Sunday. It pays you about 200 quid a month which practically goes all on your overdraft so no WONDER you dont have any money for fucking petrol or fags or wow or anything else you moan to me about on a daily basis. So the most obvious thing to tell him is find another job Si!!!! 'Yeah i'm trying'
Its like your fucking obviously not cause its been almost a year since you dropped out of Uni and it really doesnt take that long to find just a basic job thats more than 2 days a week!
Oh but no he has to look for computer related jobs even though he has no fucking experience. Employers like experience more than qualifications. I think ive explained this like 4738539 times. Even Chris explained it to him and hes just like nuh.
Even suggested he go work in Comet or somewhere over Christmas cause they're always looking for christmas staff and then he can work his way up to do computer related tech stuff there!
Asked him today 'have you asked in comet yet?' and he said 'no i've been busy working'
I was like omg please you do 2 fucking days a week and the occassional day in the week if they need you, thats not working. Even Wilkinson paid me double what they payyou...its like come on, you can SEE its shit money! BUT of course the wonderful charlotte works there, why would he look for some other job thats out of his comfort zone?
You think the build up to christmas would be enough. I guess he just wont get anything for anyone and get his dad to buy his mums present and his mum to buy his dads present.
Im not expecting anything, i havent even got my birthday card yet.
But then i think why am i with him when he just so lazy and completley useless?
And fuck knows where the money i give him for petrol goes! Cause i mean i travel down to bridgend and back 5 days a week and 20 quid for petrol will last me all fucking week. And even in the nights when im driving.
Amd i give him 20 quid and it goes in 2 days? Its like where too? You cant honestly say on maesteg cause to be honest, i mostly drive myself everywhere now cause its just easier than everyone moaning at me.
I didnt see you wednesday, i drove myself thursday and friday. I ask to see you just over the weekend and i get to be made to feel like a twat cause i cant afford to give you any money for it.
Its payday wednesday and im honestly skint as fuck. I had to pay for my insurance and my tax this month as well as the 200 a month i give my mother for rent and the 100 thats goes to my savings and the money that goes to the WSPCCA.
Thats quite alot of money like. And he basically sits back on his ass all fucking week, has to pay no fucking rent, gets all his insurance, tax and sometimes even petrol paid by his parents and hes had like 5 crashes, they just pay it all for him.
And it does really wind me up cause if that was me, my car would be gone basically.
I dont just get stuff paid for me, i have to work for stuff. And thye just let him have this shitty job and just basically pay for everything for him. And i suppose i am abit envious but more than anything he just pisses me off how completley and utterly lazy he is.
He picks me up sometimes and hes just the most miserable person ever and im like whats wrong? 'oh im tired' 'what time did you get up then?' 'one o clock' :| :| :| :| :|
And he's never ever grateful when i give him money, hes just like 'oh thanks' and sometimes i even have to be like ' a thank you would be nice you know' i fucking hate bad manners, they dont cost anything. Just say THANK YOU!!!
ANDDD i hate the fact that cause i cant afford to give him money this week and glen the millionaire can, he just rubs it in my face. 'Glen gave me 40 quid this week' and its like ooooooh! was that the first time ever ever? cause i bet when i give you 20 quid for petrol you dont run round telling everyone. He just generally PISSES me off. We argue more than we talk these days. And its because we literally have NOTHING to say to each other. Thats how little we have in common, we cant even speak to each other. I've just realized it more and more, in work the boys can talk to me about just general stuff. My dad can talk to me about general stuff, i went round Caleb's the other day and we just spoke about general stuff, round Jane's i can just speak to Ross about general stuff. Like AQUA getting back together LOL! But when i speak to Simon, if its not about metal, WOW, South Park, Heroes or Family Guy then i can just see him getting bored. And its like i dont ALWAYS want to speak about them things.
Haha this is just a huge rant that i've needed to have for like ever!
I FUCKING HATE SUNDAYS! They always make me think about stuff deeper than i should and it ANNOYS me.
My rants are always on a sunday like!!
And my mum told me that Pete's gonna stay over on Xmas Eve and like be here on Xmas morning when we're opening our presents and stuff and just HOW WEIRD is that? Since we moved here, its always been me, my mum and Lianne. ALWAYS! Never any more, never any less.
And its like he has Julie, Amy, Alys, Emily and Amy's lil baby bump to be with on actual xmas day and its just like nuh.
And i just dont like it really. I'm not one for big changes. Xmas is about proper immeadiate family, not silly boyfriends.
ANNNND to top it all off i have like a SWOLLEN gum...i dunno if its my wisdom teeth or what but it just feels STRANGE. Constantly feels like i have a gum shield on the right hand side of my mouth and its made my face all swell =[
I HATE it, i dont waant a fat right cheek haha.
But its here and i just feel like crying.
I might go cry in simones car now and then he can roll me a big fat spliff of ian's aweosme green and then i'll feel okay and then im gonna come home and watch laguna beach <3
I started watching that this morning cause my SKY was broke!!!!
Well it was broke last night but i was stoned so i just went to sleep. But i came down this morning and then i remembered and i was like ahhh no sky =[
It said no satellite signal being recieved and i tried everything but nuh. Then it said telephone line not connected and i was like what? It hasnt moved anywhere!
So my dad fiddled abit and we got like BBC1,2, ITV and S4C working but none of the proper sky channels. And then it was saying 'insert sky viewing card' and i was like its fucking in there!!! Like having a huge strop and my dad said is it in the right one? and i was like of course it fucking is but decided to check anyway.
It wasnt.
I'd put it in the interactive card bit hahaha. I was like oooooops!
BUT its working now so alas!
ANNND cause it wasnt, i started season 2 of LB and its fucking awesome and i wanna live there please!
Kristin was like 'omg its 2 weeks till xmas' while sunbathing! Fucking sun BEATING down. I was like =[
Where is SIMONE? He's such a gay. Maybe his petrol run out and he like broke down and he cant get in touch because he has no credit on his phone.
HAHAHA teach you for not having any money wont it bitch!
Okaaay i'm all done nooow! Rant over, feel good =]
Apart from my mouth, thats still diseased =[
WORK tomorrow, weekend goes too fucking quick! Never miiind, i've taken various calls so im alot more confident and stuff. ANNND i got a day off Thursday cause JANE is mooooooving!
And i hope Christmas hurries so i can have my week off whooot!
Right i needa peeeee so i be off. Much love from Mrs.Skanalan ;)