I'm dying inside to know..
Hello =]
I tried to update the other day but LJ was being a cunt face like.Sooo i'll start again. This week has been completley weird! I miss Jake so so so so so so so much and its so horrible that i'll never see him again =[ Hurts like a mother.
Wednesday was fucking a nasty day. Everyone cried at random times during the day and it was so bad. I had to go sign on which was a nightmare. Walking through town and i wanted to cry and punch people in the face. Then i got home and my mum was like 'Go upstairs and see your sister, shes really upset' and i went to see her and she was just like crying her eyes out and it was horrible to seeee =[ So i took Poon up with me and that made her smile again hehe. Then we went and bought some balloons and made Poonie go craaaaaazy over them hahaha and everyone was smiling again which was nice =]In the evening we all went for a meal, i was majorly worried about my mum. She seemed extremley hurt. Fucking gay day like.
On Thursday everyone was abit happier although it was strange to go downstairs and not have Jake fetching you presents =[I cant remember what i did now, probably smoked :S On Friday i was gutttttttttted as fuck cause my money still hadnt gone in and i'd planned to go to town and hopefully Cardiff on Saturday but it wasnt happening like. But when i got hold of Tina to tell her, she said she'd pay for my drinks which was really sweet. So i ended up going to Bridgend for a few with her. Been fucking ages since i'd seen her like. Went to the three horsehoes first. She was minced cause she'd had a bottle of vodka before i picked her up hahaha. There was these sleeeezy men in suits who were like right up in our faces giving us a million compliments. Was sooooo banned hahha.
After there we went to Saphires. Hahaha Tina was like 'okay this guy on the door is hot' so we went there and i was like 'yeah fuck aye, hes hot as fuck' in his face :| Then Tina told him we'd have a threesome with him in his lifetime haha, he looked pretty landed like hahah.Oh my gosh and we went to Subway and when you open the door its makes that 'BEEP BEEP' sound as i'm sure everyone is aware so my highlight of the night was just standing there opening the door and making it go off, trying to imitate the sound =Din Saphires i saw DANI!!! Ooooh was amazing seeing her. Its been like 500 years haha and shes just as awesome as ever. We chatted for hours about the randomest things hahha. And theeeen we left there to go to Codys. Haha this random guy was giving out leaflets for Walkabout so i stole them and then read it and was like 'THATS NOT FOR TONIGHT! HAVE IT BACK!' Threw it in his face...he was like 'Nooo turn it over. Theres Friday nights offer' hahaha i am such a moron. Then i told him i could do his job better then him so i was like 'Hello ladies...would you like a free offer thingy?' haha not surprzingly they all said no so i left the random guy do his job and headed into Codys. We got ID'd as a motherfucker and i was in stupid mode. I gavehim my ID and said 'I know it doesnt look like me....but it is me!' He was like wtf....just go in girls hahaha. Haha chatted in the beer garden for hours. I didnt realize me and Tina had so much in common =P hahaha.Then she was like 'I dont know if i feel sick or if i'm really drunk' so i was so nice. I took her to the toilets and held her hair back for her aww haha. Then we tipped cider and black EVERYWHERE hahahaha. Decided it was time to leave Codys so we went to the Roof.Saw Dani again hahaha. Told some random girl with no boobs she can share mine :|Oh my god and i saw this guy and was like 'oh my god i necked you like years ago' and he was like 'no that was my brother' and i was like 'naaah it was YOU like.' Looked at him abit more closely...'aw fuck it was your brother aswell wasnt it?' hahaha i really shouldnt drink at all. But i talked to him for abit and he was pretty cool like.Theeeeen we left and Simon and Chris picked us up. You could just see their faces drop when they picked us up. Drunk Lucy and Tina combined isnt cool hahaha. We jabbbbbered on about McFly for fucking hours, Tina tried to feed me coke and i spat it ALL over her and the car hahaha. Ooooops.I mean the drink coke now mind....hahha i am not a druggie.Then me and Tina got to my house and we cooked pizza and i phoned Ed and he was probably just like what the fuck? hahaha i do babble abit when i'm drunnnnk. We were gonna drool over the 'hot' guy in BB.....only he wasnt hot at all :|:|:|:|
Then we went to bed and watched Sugar Rush. Haha we were so fucccccccked. In the morning i was just dying. Threw up like a zillion times haha. Then we fell back asleep and Tina went home about 1.
I slept till like 3 hahah and then finally felt well enough to get up. By 5 i was fucking fine like =D
My sister came home about 4 hahha...she was like death. And my mum was like 'my daughters are a disgrace' hahaha.
Went ouuuut for abit then. Couldnt do much cause i didnt have any moneeeeeey =[[[
Went out with Simon, Lorry, Flid and Caleb. Hahahaha Flid and C just bought scratch cards each and Flid told C which one to buy and he ended up winning £50 and Flid won nothing hahahaha.So Caleb bought us all druggggs =DFlid went to work about 9 but we all stayed out like and had a smoke. Haha funny times.Then Ed phoned me and put Rich on the phone and i was like what? i cant understand you at all!!! hhahaha. Everyone in the car was trying to make sense of the conversation but it just wasnt happening hahaha. I gave up in the end.I went home after that cause nobody wanted to stay out and be hardcore like me (H)
Todaaay i took Poon down Porthcawl for a long walk and tonight i believe i'm going over Chris' with Simon and Lorry.
I've decided i'm a very bad impatient driver and if i keep driving that close to the cars infront that i will crash. I've also decided that if i turn round to stroke Poon the car wont stay straight and its also likely that i will crash =]
Bad driver!
Buuuuuut i want a new car so yeaaaaah =D
Ohhh i am so confused. People mess with my head and i never know what to make of it. Were they being serious or is it just like fun? I dont know hahahaha. I dont know anything anymore.
Apart from the fact that i love The Used <3
That i will always be sure about ;)
TOMORROW i start work =[Oh my gosh i'm nervous but also excited!!! Cant wait for moneeeey moneeey moneeeey =]I've been poor this week which has sucked balls.
I hope my friends come sooooon. I'm missing Jake so i wannt go ouuuut and abooooout.I better get ready actually innit! Be on time for once haha =P
You said i must eat so many lemons cause i am so bittttter. I said i'd rather be with your friends mate cause they are much fittttter =]
You all know she is the business ;)