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Sep 04, 2004 16:24

hey hey hey!
uh yeah so hung out with bill last nite always fun and i came home and bill calls me. So im talking to Bill and BAM suddenly I get an instant message :

GMCDS9: hey there
northshore xcore: hiya
GMCDS9: hows it going
northshore xcore: alrite
northshore xcore: you
GMCDS9: only alright?
GMCDS9: oh its going good
northshore xcore: well this was fun
northshore xcore: whose this ?
GMCDS9: i cant tell you casue yull flip out
northshore xcore: i doubt it
GMCDS9: yull be mad and not talk to me
northshore xcore: give it a shot
GMCDS9: but anyway id juts liek to apologize
GMCDS9: and uhh well im sorry
northshore xcore: can you just tell me who you are
northshore xcore: and what your apologizing for
GMCDS9: well uhhh...this is sean
northshore xcore: heey
GMCDS9: u see i just wanted to apologize
northshore xcore: for what
GMCDS9: for being a dirtbag and lying to you...it was really wrong
northshore xcore: thankyou..because that was pretty gay
GMCDS9: seriously i really feel bad abou it
northshore xcore: took you this long ?
GMCDS9: i didn't have the courage before
GMCDS9: i wantes to apologize for the longest time
northshore xcore: but it was me
GMCDS9: no
northshore xcore: ?
GMCDS9: i was suck a dirtbag...im so sorry
GMCDS9: such*
northshore xcore: thanks sean
GMCDS9: look i juts cant explain it...but im really really sorry
northshore xcore: honestly i just didn't get it
GMCDS9: i thoguht that maybe i could help you...it was wiht teh best of intentions
GMCDS9: but it was wrong
northshore xcore: what i was doing was ridiculous
northshore xcore: the day we broke up i stopped being an ass
GMCDS9: no look it was my fault
GMCDS9: im sorry
northshore xcore: okay
GMCDS9: if it is at all possible i want to uhh start over...juts at least be able to say hi to each other if we see each other...casue yur a really cool person and i juts cant stand it...i was so fucking dumb
northshore xcore: wanna attempt to be friends so we don't have the constant awkwardness on the bus or when we don't make eye contact in the halls
northshore xcore: yeah
GMCDS9: thats all i want
northshore xcore: i was honestly thinking about you today. and how i wanted to make things clear
GMCDS9: look alex this means alot to me ...thank you
northshore xcore: me too.
northshore xcore: i guess i can unblock u now
northshore xcore: haha, yeah sorry about that.
GMCDS9: lol its ok
GMCDS9: i understand
GMCDS9: did u get my new sn
GMCDS9: tramashamochary
northshore xcore: naw man. must've missed it
northshore xcore: NO!
northshore xcore: i KNEW it was you
GMCDS9: i think i tried to talk to you, right?
northshore xcore: but you said weird things
GMCDS9: i was a little scared
northshore xcore: i just remember you sayiing " hey....i love u...ya ugly?"
northshore xcore: WHOA!
northshore xcore: you said perverted things my friend
GMCDS9: ohh no that was one of my friends
GMCDS9: hes so gay
GMCDS9: its been bugging me for the longest time and i really appreciate u being so nice
GMCDS9: thank you
northshore xcore: it was pretty dick

and then

tramashamochary: yea it was really really fucking messed up
tramashamochary: but iswear to god it was all for the best of intentions i was trying to help you but i was all in the worng direction..im so sorry
northshore xcore: thanks
northshore xcore: it hurt for awhile
tramashamochary: i really had to question myself after taht im really not a douchebag im juts sooo sorry ..i cant even explain it
northshore xcore: i know your not like that
northshore xcore: but when i had to hear it from catherine gristock
northshore xcore: well hey! that sucked
northshore xcore: so i decided to confront you
tramashamochary: im such a dick i cant apologize enough
northshore xcore: im suprised you didn't get it when i said something to you taht day in school
tramashamochary: what did u say?
northshore xcore: i was just like "hey sean..thanks for lying to me throughout the entire relationship.....that was reallyyyyy fuckin awesome"
northshore xcore: i just left
tramashamochary: mannn i cant even talk im so ... im so sorry alex
northshore xcore: you can make it up to me by just being hella nice to me in school
northshore xcore: how bout' that sean ?
tramashamochary: that sounds liek a plan
tramashamochary: ill do it
northshore xcore: im game
tramashamochary: im game too
northshore xcore: hahaha
tramashamochary: so uhh now that we can talk like regular people ?
tramashamochary: hows this bill guy

that was the main jist of the conversation. We talked about my boyfriend unit and his new girlfriend and it was nice.
i mean i can never forgot what he did but it was nice not being the good girl the whole time. Someone for a change came to me and apologized. I don't think i've had that ever.

I rule.

should i tell bill about sean talking to me ?
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