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I need to put up a solid facade that doesn't show any signs of pain.
No emotions.
Vanity vanity vanity.
I need to pretend that everything's okay and that nothing is wrong. Maybe I'll start to believe it myself?
Smile smile smile.
No scars, no comfort-eating-bulimic-fat-tummy.
No signs of pain
Please, just let me shut myself down.
I'll smile for you and be as good as I can and eat just enough to still stay alive and try not to fuck up and break down and I promise I'll go to school every day.
No emotions.
Vanity vanity vanity.
I need to pretend that everything's okay and that nothing is wrong. Maybe I'll start to believe it myself?
Smile smile smile.
No scars, no comfort-eating-bulimic-fat-tummy.
No signs of pain
Please, just let me shut myself down.
I'll smile for you and be as good as I can and eat just enough to still stay alive and try not to fuck up and break down and I promise I'll go to school every day.