So this is 10 years later....
Tomorrow I am turning 30. 30 fucking years old.
I guess due to this new era that I'm entering into I decided to try and think about everything my 20's has offered me. I entered my 20's in a terrible relationship and pregnant. I'm exiting my 20's in a very good relationship, with 2 kids, a great house and in a new state.
After reading through my 5 or so old online Journals, I decided that this one was the most appropriate to come back to. It's where I left off still a nice person. After a heartbreak but before being torn apart as a person.
I realize after reading things that I'm nowhere near the same person I was. I'm way more negative now. I'm not as caring. I'm more responsible but I feel that makes me boring. I'm trying to find something to fix that. One good thing is that I don't care nearly as much as what other people think anymore. So there's that. That's also how I'm raising the kids. Teaching them to have manners but to not care what anyone else thinks.
I guess life is life. There's good and bad. I'm sure it will continue through my 30's.
For the most part, I am happy. I need to work on me.. and I need to put some things in the past to rest. If I do that I'm sure I'd be much happier.
and if my Navy friend sees this by any chance... please contact me.
Muah.
I guess due to this new era that I'm entering into I decided to try and think about everything my 20's has offered me. I entered my 20's in a terrible relationship and pregnant. I'm exiting my 20's in a very good relationship, with 2 kids, a great house and in a new state.
After reading through my 5 or so old online Journals, I decided that this one was the most appropriate to come back to. It's where I left off still a nice person. After a heartbreak but before being torn apart as a person.
I realize after reading things that I'm nowhere near the same person I was. I'm way more negative now. I'm not as caring. I'm more responsible but I feel that makes me boring. I'm trying to find something to fix that. One good thing is that I don't care nearly as much as what other people think anymore. So there's that. That's also how I'm raising the kids. Teaching them to have manners but to not care what anyone else thinks.
I guess life is life. There's good and bad. I'm sure it will continue through my 30's.
For the most part, I am happy. I need to work on me.. and I need to put some things in the past to rest. If I do that I'm sure I'd be much happier.
and if my Navy friend sees this by any chance... please contact me.
Muah.