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only waiting for another day, and then it wont be worth it. i can find someone to take me. im sure homecoming would be fun, but this is getting rediculous.
so i know ppl are pissed at me and really i just cant care right now because if everyone understood what i am going through right now, you wouldnt be mad at me. i know i am always ranting and raving and complaining but it is becaue there is something i cannot fully explain to you that is going on in my life so just deal with me for a while and i'm sure that things will figure themselves out but for now just take things i say with a grain of salt because i am sad and lonel no matter what i tell you, no matter how happy i seem, and i cant stand being led on. i dont know what i have to do to show you this. so this is me trying to make you get it.