dont worry...be happy...and smile.
whussup! hahah. update time huh? life suxx as usual. i chylled wit anne after skool. we had prom shyt to take care of. i'm gettin excited bout prom tho. its gonna be a good time. i dunno who i'm gonna take. i'm hopin by then i'll have a few better choices then hoosh. but hoosh is a good kid so we'll see. tori wrote me the longesttt note ever today. haha she said that every 2 weeks i'll be skippin 7th hour. i love her to death...even if she is makin me a skipper. i love our little thing that we do now. she drives in her fukkin awesome sb (sexayy bitch)and we just go somewhere. and spend an hour just talking. then she takez me back to skool and i pick up whoever i'm supposed to and we jet. i need those talkz wit her tho. especially lately. i swear, when she goes off to UNF, i'm gonna be losttt. i hope this whole little fight wit jme and kiki is done wit. i hate fighting wit them. like i REALLY hate it. but i didn't really have any other choice. they have to see my point of view too, u knoe? next saturday justin's having a little party at his house. and i'm not too sure i wanna go. new years was bad enough. and i'm just scared that its gonna be a repeat of that nite. and trustt me. i have enuf of new years to last me til the next one. yahh its funny shyt when i get drunk apparently, but that still doesn't ease the feeling that something bad is gonna happen. i dunno what yet...but something. we'll see how i feel next week bout it...what else...the oc was fukkin awesome last nite. but when isn't it? i'm in love with the whole cast. benjamin mckenzie and adam brody...can u say hott! not as hott as tyson beckford but close enuf...he's in the toxic video. did i mention i'm in love wit brit spears too? she's fukkin perfect. i'm jealous. tyson's my ultimate fantasy and she gets him! ahh! 20 minutes left til american idol...and friends and all that so i'm gonna dip. lata.