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So I'm supposed to go out tonight with Jason.
And as I am considering what to wear and contemplating heading to the mall for a new outfit because nothing seems to work today
I realize a few things, that maybe I should have taken in to more consideration before I let myself get so attracted to this guy.
He is 28 years old. 9 years older than me, 5 years older than my brother. And I thought dating a 22 year old was too old, when did my mind change?
He is friends with one of my old English teachers (whom I may or may not have had a secret crush on), and I believe he is a year older than the teacher on top of that.
He sat next to me and smoked pot ALL night. and the weirdest thing, it didn't bother me. Normally I get all pissy and treat the guy like shit because he is stoned and I think its lame. Put the guy was pretty much surrounding me with pot smoke, and I was totally fine.
I'm not really sure when I changed all of my standards. Older guys were nice, but much older freaked me out, I tore my previous flame a new asshole when I found out he was smoking pot, I'm really not sure how it all happened
And as I am considering what to wear and contemplating heading to the mall for a new outfit because nothing seems to work today
I realize a few things, that maybe I should have taken in to more consideration before I let myself get so attracted to this guy.
He is 28 years old. 9 years older than me, 5 years older than my brother. And I thought dating a 22 year old was too old, when did my mind change?
He is friends with one of my old English teachers (whom I may or may not have had a secret crush on), and I believe he is a year older than the teacher on top of that.
He sat next to me and smoked pot ALL night. and the weirdest thing, it didn't bother me. Normally I get all pissy and treat the guy like shit because he is stoned and I think its lame. Put the guy was pretty much surrounding me with pot smoke, and I was totally fine.
I'm not really sure when I changed all of my standards. Older guys were nice, but much older freaked me out, I tore my previous flame a new asshole when I found out he was smoking pot, I'm really not sure how it all happened