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When you're an adult, the only things you should think about are everyone in your life who isn't around anymore and all the relationships you've fucked up. & how no matter what you get, you don't really care about it. These are the things adults think about. Hate yourself. Regret every decision you've ever made. Fear death while simultaneously embracing it. That's what adulthood is. It's not this regressive weird baby fantasy bullshit. It's about wishing you were fucking dead and being terrified of that actually happening.