whalebones
Click to viewBut he holds her
though she's broken
Had a conversation with you last Monday, it was a little one-sided, but that's alright.
I answered, I talked, I listened, and I opened up. Damnit, I opened-up. I will never have the heart to ignore pain. He had me at "hello." It was so beautiful to hear his voice, to have someone understand and be into what I'm into: MY KIDS. He fucked my head, he made me tolerate him, he made me like him.
But hanging up was hell, I could not talk to Gerame without guilt, and I was to afraid to tell him, "Hey, I just had a 2 hour deep conversation with my ex... yeah, we connected, yeah I miss him... no big deal." So, I did what any normal person would do: I AVOIDED HIM FOR 4 DAYS. I kept making excuses to prolong having the- " I talked to my ex, doe" - conversation, but I knew it would come...
WHAT? Gerame, I spent a whole month not cleaning my ears cause I read that Q-tips actually pushed the wax back down your ear channel, clogging and possibly permanently affecting your hearing. It was too disgusting so I decided to start using them again, and I'm afraid I may not have heard you correctly... WHAT?
What a fucking champ. Godamn, if you were any better- I'd cry. Then... then it just got better... much much much better. MEOW.
my best friend.