how could I have ever loved you..

[__dazeofnebula]

I need some big changes. I'm thinking about colouring my hair. Chopping it short. Buying new clothes. I'm thinking about running to California and getting out of here because this isn't home anymore too me, too many memories of my past living here and I just want to forget about everything. I want to forget about the relationship I had. I want to forget about the bad stuff about my past.. I want to forget about EVERYTHING.

I want to find this song, that was on the Hills when Jason kissed LC after their movie date.. it's perfect for me right now...