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You have no idea how close I am to giving up! I really can't do it anymore. I feel crap & ill all the fuckin time & I can't go on anymore. My glandular fever is clearly turning into CFS (Chronic Fatigue Syndrome), & now i've been diagnosed with severe clinical depression! I'm so exhaused all the time from the CFS that I can barely function anymore
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*huuuuuuuugs*
I know you are finding it hard hun and I just wish there was some way of making it all go away, but unfortunately there is no miracle cure. I can't say I know exaclty how you feel inside, because I've never been that ill, but I do wish I could help.
I know this may be the last thing you want to hear because you feel like giving up but all I can say is hold on, I know how hard its is getting for you, from what you've told me and it will get harder, but in time it could get better for you, you'll learn to cope and you'll find you may start to rebuild your confidence and your feelings again. Okay, I'm not making much sense really.
And missing school isn't the best thing I know, but maybe you could concentrate on your work another way, so that maybe you still can achieve your dreams. Maybe if you can't make it into school, maybe try home schooling or tutoring, when the weeks are hard and you can't make it in. I know its not ideal but its something thats worth a try so you can get the GCSE's and A levels you need. Maybe your friends are finding it hard too, that you are becoming so ill and they can't do anything to help, maybe talking to them would help, the ones you are closest too.
I know you are trying your hardest and the last thing you want to here, is try staying strong and keep at it, but you need too. Giving up may seem like the only option for you right now, because you are finding it all so hard to deal with, but things will improve eventually and I hope they do for you I really do.
I'm really stuck on what else to say hun, and I hate seeing you like this, and you know where I am if you need to talk or cry down the phone to me. I'm always here, at any time! *huuuugs again*
Love you always xxx
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