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I've had 1 bad day in the past 14. Okay, maybe 2. But for the first time in forever, I like life. I've accepted that I'm going to have to go to school, and no amount of dreading or complaining is going to change that. I'm not happy with myself, in alot of ways, but in alot of ways I am. Only I can fix what I don't like, and I now realize that it's going to take alot of time and effort. I'm trying new things, I'm less afraid, I'm more understanding - mostly of myself. After the past couple of years, I didn't think I'd ever find myself saying this, but life is amazing. And I'm not going to find myself regretting things I do, or more importantly don't do, anymore. What happens happens, Life goes on, I'll be okay. Now that I've figured that out, I'm happy. I will witness a few setbacks. Okay, I'll witness alot of setbacks, and then I'll say how much I hate life, but I don't, and I won't.
Thanks for reading this, if you did. (& Sorry about all the entries lately.!)
Thanks for reading this, if you did. (& Sorry about all the entries lately.!)