helllo
i havnt came here in ages but i used to update in here alot.
i wanna thank this community for it did help me, and i want to thank the ppl who comment on my posts back then.
the reason that im updating is because i havnt cut or abused myself in anyway for a whole year now, it seems alot shorter but i cant believe that ive axcually done it.
the bad part is that i thought i wont think about it but it seems the longer that i stay without cutting, makes me want it even more.
its getting very hard to try and hold myself.
im seriosly wondering if the urges will ever go away.
i started cutting coz of anger but now i dont know what to do when im angry..i scream alot.
and that hurt my friends and family, so u can see why am i thinking of cutting, i just need a way to release my anger.
i should buy a boxing bag or sumthin luls.
well i hope u guys r doin alright.
sawsie
i wanna thank this community for it did help me, and i want to thank the ppl who comment on my posts back then.
the reason that im updating is because i havnt cut or abused myself in anyway for a whole year now, it seems alot shorter but i cant believe that ive axcually done it.
the bad part is that i thought i wont think about it but it seems the longer that i stay without cutting, makes me want it even more.
its getting very hard to try and hold myself.
im seriosly wondering if the urges will ever go away.
i started cutting coz of anger but now i dont know what to do when im angry..i scream alot.
and that hurt my friends and family, so u can see why am i thinking of cutting, i just need a way to release my anger.
i should buy a boxing bag or sumthin luls.
well i hope u guys r doin alright.
sawsie