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so today I was having an awful day, I couldn't stop peeing (which i'm going to the doctors for as soon as my parents get me an appointment), I got in trouble for having to go to the bathroom and then my mom got pissed because the house was a bit untidy. I threw away all my blades and such but I had a lighter. I flicked it on and i couldn't get the flame near my skin but I let go of the button and put the silver part of the lighter right on my wrist...for like 40 seconds..didn't do much just left a red mark on the middle of my wrist over the vein. yeah...i'm going to get in shit if Jeff (my b/f) sees this..and i'm seeing him tomorrow.