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Sometimes I feel like I'm an instrument. That I'm reusable, so very close to being disposable but not quite. I'm only used when necessary, when someone needs something from me they'll want to hangout. Or I could say optional I guess, only when bored and left with no other options someone will talk to me. I don't mean to be damaged and a burden. I've forgotten what fun is, I don't know how to make friends that don't walk over me. I've been alone for 5 years, I've adjusted but sometimes it just hurts when I realise I have no one.