I miss you.
Tommarow it'll be 5 years since my mom passed away. The time has really flew by, but I don't think one day has passed by that I didn't think of her. I still feel like I just haven't seen her for a long time. It's taken me a long time to accept that she's not with me anymore, but that's just not an easy thing to do. I'm always afraid that I will forget her... although she's always in my heart and on my mind. I try to only think about her life and not her death, but it's scared into my memory.
This time of year is so hard for me, cause while the days go by I think of where I was in my life when she was dying, and wonder who I would be if she was still with me.
I find myself becoming stronger each year, and I do because of her and my family. There's been many times where I felt life wasn't worth living anymore. But I think of what I have and what I have to come, to keep me going. I just want to make her and everyone eles proud.
I know she wouldn't want me to let her passing away get between me and my dreams.
I love you, I miss you. Thanks for being my guardian angel. <3
This time of year is so hard for me, cause while the days go by I think of where I was in my life when she was dying, and wonder who I would be if she was still with me.
I find myself becoming stronger each year, and I do because of her and my family. There's been many times where I felt life wasn't worth living anymore. But I think of what I have and what I have to come, to keep me going. I just want to make her and everyone eles proud.
I know she wouldn't want me to let her passing away get between me and my dreams.
I love you, I miss you. Thanks for being my guardian angel. <3