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i really feel like i'm dying.
i'm sick of having mono.
and feeling so weak and tired all the time.
i'm sick of being sore and tight from track.
i'm sick of watching what i eat and reading the amount of cholest. on the back of EVERYTHING.
i'm sick of wanting to go to bed at 8:00.
i'm sick of doing journals every night.
and yet, despite all this, i'm still in a great mood.
all this isn't making me depressed.
it's all there, but i just deal with it.
weird, isn't it?
i'm sick of having mono.
and feeling so weak and tired all the time.
i'm sick of being sore and tight from track.
i'm sick of watching what i eat and reading the amount of cholest. on the back of EVERYTHING.
i'm sick of wanting to go to bed at 8:00.
i'm sick of doing journals every night.
and yet, despite all this, i'm still in a great mood.
all this isn't making me depressed.
it's all there, but i just deal with it.
weird, isn't it?