i'm playing time against my troubles.
i've been wondering how to write about my recent thoughts, but i'll take a cue from a friend's entry. i've always had a very detailed list of what i do not want in man, so this will be a new endeavour for me.
i want a man..
who will spend a whole day in bed with me, doing nothing in particular.
who will show me new things - - carefully and patiently, without arrogance.
who loves me for all my childish interests and eccentricities.
who is not afraid to raise his hands in worship.
who my brother can look up to.
who holds my hand everywhere we go.
who has big ideas.
who cares about people he's never met and enjoys helping others.
who gets along well with my parents.
who always looks me straight in the eyes.
for so many reasons, i've become very comfortable being single. i would love to be in a relationship, to have a companion, but i want it to be easy. i want us to stumble upon each other in a casual and elegant way. i want to just wake up one day and realize i'm in love and loved in return. everyone says that relationships take work, but i work hard enough. my next relationship should be seamless. we should just slip into each other's lives as if we had always been there.