content wit it, fool.
"God doesn't give you the people you want. Instead, He gives you the people you need. To teach you, to hurt you, to love you and to make you exactly the way you're meant to be."
I truely believe that. I read it & it just makes total sense to me. A lot of the time you regret ever having someone in your life or ever being a certain way for a period of time.. but then, think about it- everything that has happened in our lives has made us the way we are today. & I could never be more happy today. I am the way i was/am meant to be and it was even the most terrible times that have led me to the posistion i am in my life right now. Of course, i will change a lot up to my death.. but it is the way it's supposed to be. & there are still A LOT of things & people i am so very unsure about.. but i want them in my life. If it is a mistake, well, then i will walk away with a hell of a lot learned from it. & if it's something bad i'm doing.. well, i'll realize that at the time i'm supposed to realize it & then i'll never do it again. But right now i'm content & just moving with the flow because everything that's going on in my life right now is going on for a reason. & in the end, it's a better reason.
I truely believe that. I read it & it just makes total sense to me. A lot of the time you regret ever having someone in your life or ever being a certain way for a period of time.. but then, think about it- everything that has happened in our lives has made us the way we are today. & I could never be more happy today. I am the way i was/am meant to be and it was even the most terrible times that have led me to the posistion i am in my life right now. Of course, i will change a lot up to my death.. but it is the way it's supposed to be. & there are still A LOT of things & people i am so very unsure about.. but i want them in my life. If it is a mistake, well, then i will walk away with a hell of a lot learned from it. & if it's something bad i'm doing.. well, i'll realize that at the time i'm supposed to realize it & then i'll never do it again. But right now i'm content & just moving with the flow because everything that's going on in my life right now is going on for a reason. & in the end, it's a better reason.