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I am at such an amazing place in my life right now. I think I am the happiest I've ever been.
I used to smirk when people said being apart is good for relationships. I'd always thought those people were full of shit. But I've realized that that is just the case. I feel so secure and confident. I love myself a lot more now and I think that just makes me even more open to loving him. I give, and I don't expect (which is one thing I always struggled with). I don't feel jealous or possessive. I feel completely at peace. I love that we're kind of undefined. There's no need for a title, really.
This summer is full of love, and fun, and excitement. I was scared before. But I'm just so happy. So elated, that I'm not going to allow my reservations to put a damper on this summer.
Leaving will be hard. But I can't help but plan for all the great things I'll do. New York is, after all, the most exciting city in the world.
I used to smirk when people said being apart is good for relationships. I'd always thought those people were full of shit. But I've realized that that is just the case. I feel so secure and confident. I love myself a lot more now and I think that just makes me even more open to loving him. I give, and I don't expect (which is one thing I always struggled with). I don't feel jealous or possessive. I feel completely at peace. I love that we're kind of undefined. There's no need for a title, really.
This summer is full of love, and fun, and excitement. I was scared before. But I'm just so happy. So elated, that I'm not going to allow my reservations to put a damper on this summer.
Leaving will be hard. But I can't help but plan for all the great things I'll do. New York is, after all, the most exciting city in the world.