Nov 05, 2004 16:01
I hate my life. i hate almost everyone in it. What your doing me isnt fair Shane! And you fucking know it. So pick one babe, Raelle or me. I will not be second best to her or anyone for that matter.
I had such a good thing with Derek. And I'm my damndest to get that back. Why? Because I know deep down I still love him, and he loves me right back.
There are so many things i want to write. So many things i need to say. I just have the time or the energy to keep you people happy. Or even myself at that.
I loved you Babe. Why cant you love me back?
XoXo
Ashmear